Apr 29, 2003 14:21
14:13. I am sick!
Wow.. before I write another word, I just wanted to say that I tend to update my journal only when I'm not in a good mood or when I don't feel good. I don't know what's the obsession with this. I guess it has something to do with the fact that I don't want to be addicted to Live Journal. In fact, I hate that kind of addiction and I am naturally avoiding it. So when I feel particularly good, I concentrate on RL.
I use LiveJournal as a defensive mechanism against my anxiety. Just like I've written good stories or made cool things when I should have been taking my responsibilities or doing something else. I think I already wrote it in another entry, but I am way more productive when under pressure. That's why I make extraordinary things (unfortunately not always the things I should be doing at that precise time) when I'm tormented.
Oh.. I've finished my BA officially. I have a couple days free before I start working and before I look for a "better" job related to my study field.