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A friend that is currently going through a rough time with a girl caused a epiphany. See I'm in a rut. My assessment of the situation is that I needed adjust to this new found freedom. Not once did the assumption of companionship come to mind. Now I get it. See my friend said basicly the 2 most important things that a man wants is to feel needed and important. Then he went of stating that women have 2 basic needs. To feel loved and to feel wanted. I GET IT NOW. I'm in a rut because for the first time in my life I don't feel loved or wanted. It's so simple why didn't I see this before. I'm blind to comman sense because I strive for independence. I guess this is a battle that can never be won. I'm only human. So where do I go from here? Human nature or not. I refuse to change who i am to statisfy some barbaric necessity that has followed mankind from the beginning of our existance. I would rather be able to draw that kind of validation from within. Self validation is the only way to go. Atleast I know now what I need to work on.
As far as the revenge. I decided to take it upon myself to impact his life in a more discreet way rather then directly. I hope that the loss in financal assets will make him think twice about accusing others of being fake. I suppose that was immature. Like I said I will not tolerate accusations of my authenticity.
As far as the revenge. I decided to take it upon myself to impact his life in a more discreet way rather then directly. I hope that the loss in financal assets will make him think twice about accusing others of being fake. I suppose that was immature. Like I said I will not tolerate accusations of my authenticity.