Fanfic: Love is Sweeter the Second Time Around
Title: Love is Sweeter the Second Time Around
Author: kenoo_chan
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Characters: Inoobu(pair), rest of HSB
Genre: School, romance
Summary: With just Kei's selfish desire to experience a world without Kota, his boyfriend for 3 years, everything change but still the feeling is there.
Author's note: I know i have some pending fics in this journal but i love to start a new one so sorry for that... but i will do my best to finished those fics so just wait for it and while waiting enjoy reading this new fic^_^
It’s not like I don’t like him anymore… it’s not like the feeling of love is already gone…its not like my feeling for him is vanished but then I think my world is just revolving around him. I want to expand my world…I want to meet other people to experience something which I didn’t experience. Someway or the other I want to be free and because of that…
“Let’s break up” Kei whispered but loud enough for Kota to hear. Silence filled the place, they are in the rooftop of the academy they are entering to. They are all alone in that place, while wind sways their hair both hearts are beating so fast and can’t accept the reality that their 3 years relationship will end like that.
“Why?” Kota’s first word after the heartbreaking confession of Kei. “Why? Am I not good enough? I thought… Kei I love you why?”
“I need space that’s all…I want to be free.” Kei answered softly not sure about his reason as well. That bothers Kei for this few weeks they are together, he can’t understand but seems like things change. His life only revolves to Kota, everything that he can remember about his life is with Kota and nothing else. He can’t understand himself but he wants something new… something that can make him experience something on his own. He wants to find himself… the Kei without Kota on his side.
“Free? What do you mean I…I corner you that you can’t get out? Kei, we can talk about this right? We are dating for 3 years already right? Why? Maybe you are just confuse…we can talk about this.” Kota said not wanting to accept it. Kota loves Kei so much and he don’t know why. He knows that they are both guys but he feels that he can’t live without Kei on him and Kei telling this words makes his heart torn into pieces, his life going upside down.
“Please Kota let me go…” Kei said.
Kota hugs Kei and that surprised the latter, he tries to resist but Kota’s hugs is tighter than before…he don’t want to let go…he don’t want to let their relationship end like that.
“Kei, please don’t do this to me…please don’t leave me alone. I can’t live without you. I will do everything for you I swear just don’t…don’t tell that it is already ending.”
“Sorry Kota…but…but…but I don’t love you anymore.” Kei said but it is not easy for him to tell those words. He knows deep inside of him that he loves Kota so much… to his deepest heart he can’t live without Kota but then he must do it. If he will not tell those words to him, Kota will not let him go. Kota’s hand that hugs Kei tightly suddenly loosens up. Kei feels a sudden hurt inside his heart when Kota loosens up, does it mean Kota is freeing him already?
Kota turns his back and leaves the place without telling a words nor looking at Kei. That ended the 3 years relationship that they have…and it is because of Kei’s selfish wants to know himself more without Kota on his side.
That break up happens in before summer vacation and now that vacation is over and another semester is waiting for them. Kota didn’t show himself to Kei nor Kei show himself to Kota. After that terrible break up, no one wants to see each other.
“Ohayoo, Kei-chan” Daiki greeted while his friend just come out of their house. Daiki is Kei’s best friend and just live on their neighborhood, they both attend the same school but Daiki is one year younger than Kei.
“You are early today Dai-chan” Kei said while locking the gate of their house and they start walking.
“Well, I am planning to register in a club this semester so I will go early to know what clubs are looking for members how about you Kei? Are you going to join one?” Daiki asked. “Well last semester you are busy as the student council president and maybe this year you will be busy again.”
“Yeah, I don’t have plans on joining clubs coz I am busy in the schools work. That will just divide my time.” Kei answered.
“But, isn’t it you and Kota already break up then that means you have more time now. You know the time you spent before with Kota you can spend it in joining a club” Daiki suggested but he thinks that it is not a good thing to open things like that to Kei so he feels guilty about it. Kei smiled about Daiki suggestion. “What is that smile means?”
“Well, you have a point there Daiki I think I will do that. Let’s search for a club to join.” Kei said and then he drags Daiki going to school. When they reach their school the first thing they look at are their class. Kei is still in the top class and he is surprised to see Kota’s name just below his name…they are in the same class again. After knowing their class they both look for clubs to join, there are lots of clubs that is available like the sports club like soccer, basketball, tennis, baseball but Kei and Daiki don’t want something that is hard to do and requires so much physical thing. They also look for some academic clubs but they think that those are boring and then they come up with 2 clubs, the music club and the drama club.
“Ne, Kei what should we join now with those two clubs. I want to join both so I will just help you to choose one.” Daiki said. “Both club will require time, they both perform into activities of the school and they are both popular.”
“I wonder what suits me?” Kei asked.
“Ne, I think Drama Club will suit you, well you are good at memorizing right? So if ever you will be chosen as one of the actor then it is easy for you to do it.”
“Really? Then let’s register.” Kei said.
They went to the registration room of the Drama Club, they get a paper and then they filed their registration form but when Kei will going to put his paper someone put his paper below him. He doesn’t want his paper to be on top of those papers. Kei look at the guy who did it and he is surprised to see Kota. He changes the color of his hair, it turns black already like what Kei did, he makes his hair straight.
“Thank you for registering, we will just give you information on what you will do in this club ones we process your registration form.” The girl who assists said.
Even Kota and Kei meet, they didn’t talk to each other that time and even in the classroom, they are sitting besides each other but no one wants to start a conversation. It’s like they don’t know each other and everyone on their class who knows their relationship are all thinking the same thing… what happen?
“Kei, what is this different aura? Did you and Kota break up already?” a girl asked, the girl who loves a yaoi relationship so much that she feels bad about the breaking up of the two. “Kota answer us….what happen?”
“This is not something that you should make a ruckus about, Kei just get tired about our relationship that’s all.” Kota said as he stand up and the left the crowd that is circling around them.
“Hey, Kota!!!” the yaoi lover shouted. “This is your fault right? You are the one who break up right? What the hell are you thinking???”
“Hey, calm down” Kei said to the girl.
“Why did you hurt Kei’s feeling huh? Kei loves you so much and then…and then…”
Kota just continue walking away of the room and then the girl look back at Kei. “Tell me what happen…”
“It’s not Yabu’s fault” Kei whispered but everyone heard it…Kei call Kota “Yabu” which is really different. This makes thing settled… they are officially break already.
“Why Kei? Why? 3 years…then things will end just like this?”
“Sorry for that” Kei said and then he stand up and walk away of the room as well.
…
Kei is walking in the corridor when member of the student’s council came and approach him.
“Inoo-san” one called. “Is it true that you and Yabu-kun already break up?”
“Geez, is this thing will not end?” Kei said.
“So it is for real” the fat one said and then he smiled. “Congratulation Inoo-san, we are glad that you already break up with him. He is a good for nothing guy and he don’t deserve someone like you.”
“Yabu is not a good for nothing guy” Kei said all of a sudden and then a few seconds he realize what he said. “Well little…”
“But we are really glad about it… with this you will have more time with us in the office. We really need you Kei in the student’s office so please don’t leave us.”
“Hai…Hai… of course I will not leave you alone. I love being in the student’s council.” Kei said and then he smiled.
…
Kota is sleeping in the bench with a manga book on his face when someone tickles his ear that makes him wake up. His two best friend Hikaru and Takaki are laughing out loud in the corner coz Kota’s weak side of his body still didn’t change.
“You are still sensitive in that part Kota” Hikaru said while laughing.
“Shut up” Kota said. “What the hell did you do that… why disturb my resting time?”
Takaki sit down besides Kota and then flip the manga that fall down when Kota wakes up. “Does it feel different?” Takaki suddenly asked.
“What do you mean?” Kota asked.
“Baka” Hikaru said. “Don’t act as if you didn’t know… the rumor which actually is not a rumor is already known by everyone in the campus and even outside. It became a big issue you know.”
“I already get over it so don’t mention those things, by the way I can join the soccer team right?” Kota asked.
“Yeah, our club is open for membership why you will join?” Takaki asked, Kota nodded. “Really? Are you sure about that?”
“Yeah…I don’t have something to do to waste my time so I will join the soccer team besides I know I can help to that club better than you are benchwarmer.” Kota said and then he laughs.
“Don’t be too proud of yourself you asshole, we are not benchwarmer now we are regulars already.” Hikaru said.
“But it takes you 2 years to have that position.”
“Geez, the way you act as if nothing happened to you.” Takaki said.
“Why? Is there something that I should piss off? Nothing right? Alright guys join me while I will register to your club. I am so excited to kick a ball in the net” Kota said as he drags Takaki and Daiki in the office.
…
In the class a new teacher enters the class, he is a tall guy with a muscle body and looks hot for girls eyes.
“Ohayoo, I am your new teacher Mr. Glen Hasshi and I will be the one who will take over your class from now on.”
“Wow he is so hot”
“Yeah I agree with that…he is so hot and cool too.I am glad he will be the one who will take care of our class.”
“Yeah me too.”
“Who is your class president?” Mr. Glen asked and then Kei stand up.
“I am the class president Mr. Glen. I’m Kei Inoo” he introduced. Mr. Glen walks towards his direction and then look at Kei eye to eye. Kei feels conscious so he nods down but then Mr. Glen lift Kei’s head and then they look at each other eye to eye again.
“You are cute” Mr. Glen suddenly said that make everyone in the class in surprised. Kei blush but he feels something different about it. No one ever touch him like that except for Kota but this guy, he only knows him not a few seconds ago and now he is been touch…this is…this is…harassment right?
While they are looking eye to eye everyone hears a sound that distruct Mr. Glen.
“Geez, why don’t you just start the lesson? Why waste your time looking at that guy?” Kota said who is looking at Mr. Glen with a scary glare. Mr. Glen let go of Kei and then Kei sit down on his sit, their teacher looks at Kota and glare at him as well.
“Alright, let’s start the class now” Mr. Glen said and then he went back in front.
Kei’s heart is beating faster and he feels nervous and it is because he feels afraid all of a sudden.
>>>To be continued^_^
Author: kenoo_chan
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Characters: Inoobu(pair), rest of HSB
Genre: School, romance
Summary: With just Kei's selfish desire to experience a world without Kota, his boyfriend for 3 years, everything change but still the feeling is there.
Author's note: I know i have some pending fics in this journal but i love to start a new one so sorry for that... but i will do my best to finished those fics so just wait for it and while waiting enjoy reading this new fic^_^
It’s not like I don’t like him anymore… it’s not like the feeling of love is already gone…its not like my feeling for him is vanished but then I think my world is just revolving around him. I want to expand my world…I want to meet other people to experience something which I didn’t experience. Someway or the other I want to be free and because of that…
“Let’s break up” Kei whispered but loud enough for Kota to hear. Silence filled the place, they are in the rooftop of the academy they are entering to. They are all alone in that place, while wind sways their hair both hearts are beating so fast and can’t accept the reality that their 3 years relationship will end like that.
“Why?” Kota’s first word after the heartbreaking confession of Kei. “Why? Am I not good enough? I thought… Kei I love you why?”
“I need space that’s all…I want to be free.” Kei answered softly not sure about his reason as well. That bothers Kei for this few weeks they are together, he can’t understand but seems like things change. His life only revolves to Kota, everything that he can remember about his life is with Kota and nothing else. He can’t understand himself but he wants something new… something that can make him experience something on his own. He wants to find himself… the Kei without Kota on his side.
“Free? What do you mean I…I corner you that you can’t get out? Kei, we can talk about this right? We are dating for 3 years already right? Why? Maybe you are just confuse…we can talk about this.” Kota said not wanting to accept it. Kota loves Kei so much and he don’t know why. He knows that they are both guys but he feels that he can’t live without Kei on him and Kei telling this words makes his heart torn into pieces, his life going upside down.
“Please Kota let me go…” Kei said.
Kota hugs Kei and that surprised the latter, he tries to resist but Kota’s hugs is tighter than before…he don’t want to let go…he don’t want to let their relationship end like that.
“Kei, please don’t do this to me…please don’t leave me alone. I can’t live without you. I will do everything for you I swear just don’t…don’t tell that it is already ending.”
“Sorry Kota…but…but…but I don’t love you anymore.” Kei said but it is not easy for him to tell those words. He knows deep inside of him that he loves Kota so much… to his deepest heart he can’t live without Kota but then he must do it. If he will not tell those words to him, Kota will not let him go. Kota’s hand that hugs Kei tightly suddenly loosens up. Kei feels a sudden hurt inside his heart when Kota loosens up, does it mean Kota is freeing him already?
Kota turns his back and leaves the place without telling a words nor looking at Kei. That ended the 3 years relationship that they have…and it is because of Kei’s selfish wants to know himself more without Kota on his side.
That break up happens in before summer vacation and now that vacation is over and another semester is waiting for them. Kota didn’t show himself to Kei nor Kei show himself to Kota. After that terrible break up, no one wants to see each other.
“Ohayoo, Kei-chan” Daiki greeted while his friend just come out of their house. Daiki is Kei’s best friend and just live on their neighborhood, they both attend the same school but Daiki is one year younger than Kei.
“You are early today Dai-chan” Kei said while locking the gate of their house and they start walking.
“Well, I am planning to register in a club this semester so I will go early to know what clubs are looking for members how about you Kei? Are you going to join one?” Daiki asked. “Well last semester you are busy as the student council president and maybe this year you will be busy again.”
“Yeah, I don’t have plans on joining clubs coz I am busy in the schools work. That will just divide my time.” Kei answered.
“But, isn’t it you and Kota already break up then that means you have more time now. You know the time you spent before with Kota you can spend it in joining a club” Daiki suggested but he thinks that it is not a good thing to open things like that to Kei so he feels guilty about it. Kei smiled about Daiki suggestion. “What is that smile means?”
“Well, you have a point there Daiki I think I will do that. Let’s search for a club to join.” Kei said and then he drags Daiki going to school. When they reach their school the first thing they look at are their class. Kei is still in the top class and he is surprised to see Kota’s name just below his name…they are in the same class again. After knowing their class they both look for clubs to join, there are lots of clubs that is available like the sports club like soccer, basketball, tennis, baseball but Kei and Daiki don’t want something that is hard to do and requires so much physical thing. They also look for some academic clubs but they think that those are boring and then they come up with 2 clubs, the music club and the drama club.
“Ne, Kei what should we join now with those two clubs. I want to join both so I will just help you to choose one.” Daiki said. “Both club will require time, they both perform into activities of the school and they are both popular.”
“I wonder what suits me?” Kei asked.
“Ne, I think Drama Club will suit you, well you are good at memorizing right? So if ever you will be chosen as one of the actor then it is easy for you to do it.”
“Really? Then let’s register.” Kei said.
They went to the registration room of the Drama Club, they get a paper and then they filed their registration form but when Kei will going to put his paper someone put his paper below him. He doesn’t want his paper to be on top of those papers. Kei look at the guy who did it and he is surprised to see Kota. He changes the color of his hair, it turns black already like what Kei did, he makes his hair straight.
“Thank you for registering, we will just give you information on what you will do in this club ones we process your registration form.” The girl who assists said.
Even Kota and Kei meet, they didn’t talk to each other that time and even in the classroom, they are sitting besides each other but no one wants to start a conversation. It’s like they don’t know each other and everyone on their class who knows their relationship are all thinking the same thing… what happen?
“Kei, what is this different aura? Did you and Kota break up already?” a girl asked, the girl who loves a yaoi relationship so much that she feels bad about the breaking up of the two. “Kota answer us….what happen?”
“This is not something that you should make a ruckus about, Kei just get tired about our relationship that’s all.” Kota said as he stand up and the left the crowd that is circling around them.
“Hey, Kota!!!” the yaoi lover shouted. “This is your fault right? You are the one who break up right? What the hell are you thinking???”
“Hey, calm down” Kei said to the girl.
“Why did you hurt Kei’s feeling huh? Kei loves you so much and then…and then…”
Kota just continue walking away of the room and then the girl look back at Kei. “Tell me what happen…”
“It’s not Yabu’s fault” Kei whispered but everyone heard it…Kei call Kota “Yabu” which is really different. This makes thing settled… they are officially break already.
“Why Kei? Why? 3 years…then things will end just like this?”
“Sorry for that” Kei said and then he stand up and walk away of the room as well.
…
Kei is walking in the corridor when member of the student’s council came and approach him.
“Inoo-san” one called. “Is it true that you and Yabu-kun already break up?”
“Geez, is this thing will not end?” Kei said.
“So it is for real” the fat one said and then he smiled. “Congratulation Inoo-san, we are glad that you already break up with him. He is a good for nothing guy and he don’t deserve someone like you.”
“Yabu is not a good for nothing guy” Kei said all of a sudden and then a few seconds he realize what he said. “Well little…”
“But we are really glad about it… with this you will have more time with us in the office. We really need you Kei in the student’s office so please don’t leave us.”
“Hai…Hai… of course I will not leave you alone. I love being in the student’s council.” Kei said and then he smiled.
…
Kota is sleeping in the bench with a manga book on his face when someone tickles his ear that makes him wake up. His two best friend Hikaru and Takaki are laughing out loud in the corner coz Kota’s weak side of his body still didn’t change.
“You are still sensitive in that part Kota” Hikaru said while laughing.
“Shut up” Kota said. “What the hell did you do that… why disturb my resting time?”
Takaki sit down besides Kota and then flip the manga that fall down when Kota wakes up. “Does it feel different?” Takaki suddenly asked.
“What do you mean?” Kota asked.
“Baka” Hikaru said. “Don’t act as if you didn’t know… the rumor which actually is not a rumor is already known by everyone in the campus and even outside. It became a big issue you know.”
“I already get over it so don’t mention those things, by the way I can join the soccer team right?” Kota asked.
“Yeah, our club is open for membership why you will join?” Takaki asked, Kota nodded. “Really? Are you sure about that?”
“Yeah…I don’t have something to do to waste my time so I will join the soccer team besides I know I can help to that club better than you are benchwarmer.” Kota said and then he laughs.
“Don’t be too proud of yourself you asshole, we are not benchwarmer now we are regulars already.” Hikaru said.
“But it takes you 2 years to have that position.”
“Geez, the way you act as if nothing happened to you.” Takaki said.
“Why? Is there something that I should piss off? Nothing right? Alright guys join me while I will register to your club. I am so excited to kick a ball in the net” Kota said as he drags Takaki and Daiki in the office.
…
In the class a new teacher enters the class, he is a tall guy with a muscle body and looks hot for girls eyes.
“Ohayoo, I am your new teacher Mr. Glen Hasshi and I will be the one who will take over your class from now on.”
“Wow he is so hot”
“Yeah I agree with that…he is so hot and cool too.I am glad he will be the one who will take care of our class.”
“Yeah me too.”
“Who is your class president?” Mr. Glen asked and then Kei stand up.
“I am the class president Mr. Glen. I’m Kei Inoo” he introduced. Mr. Glen walks towards his direction and then look at Kei eye to eye. Kei feels conscious so he nods down but then Mr. Glen lift Kei’s head and then they look at each other eye to eye again.
“You are cute” Mr. Glen suddenly said that make everyone in the class in surprised. Kei blush but he feels something different about it. No one ever touch him like that except for Kota but this guy, he only knows him not a few seconds ago and now he is been touch…this is…this is…harassment right?
While they are looking eye to eye everyone hears a sound that distruct Mr. Glen.
“Geez, why don’t you just start the lesson? Why waste your time looking at that guy?” Kota said who is looking at Mr. Glen with a scary glare. Mr. Glen let go of Kei and then Kei sit down on his sit, their teacher looks at Kota and glare at him as well.
“Alright, let’s start the class now” Mr. Glen said and then he went back in front.
Kei’s heart is beating faster and he feels nervous and it is because he feels afraid all of a sudden.
>>>To be continued^_^