May 31, 2005 17:51
crew is over and i miss it already. in the past/last three weeks of crew, my boat got a silver medal at states, just missed semis at stotesbury, got our oars stolen, got fourth in semis at nationals where i almost had my head taken off by my oar. quadlings "r" beast; no oars, no prob. i love my crew girls and coming home after school today was strange. people have been getting on my nerves lately with their inability to see past their flippin closed minds. i don't feel like going into detail but if you can't forgive someone for what they have done, don't expect anyone to be standing at your side when you need it. people wouldn't exclude themselves if they weren't left out in the first place..there, i'm done. *grrr* there are somethings i won't miss when june 10th rolls around next week.
yearbooks came today and i have to say they are rather beast. if you didn't order one, you're a faliure and you better hope you get one before we sell out.
i painted my senior walk square today and it made things seem ever closer to over. that and having a yearbook in my hand put the end even nearer. but like i said, some things i won't miss.
in enough time everyone will see everything they have done wrong and feel stupid for it...until then, i deal. forgiveness and understanding are just foreign terms to some people.
i'm not saying it was right, i'm just applying the above two terms.
god, i hope the child is even still alive after going home.
...guess i wasn't done.