So...Another Week of Singularity
If it seems like maybe I'm taking this a little hard and "lengthy" you'd be right...but I'm also justified in all this. Granted, I DID find out from a pretty reliable source some of the reasoning behind it all. It doesn't make it RIGHT...but it gives me a more logical and complete idea. I still sure as hell miss having companionship, affection given and reciprocated, and let's not forget the GOOD stuff, if you know what I mean. Nevertheless, it's just been a long, boring, single fucking week for single ass, meagerly paid, moderately-shaped me. I'm just glad that tomorrow's my last forcible day of school for the week and that I get fuckin' paid this week. For the record though, I'm kind of already sensing that I won't be getting a raise this year, so methinks it's time to grab us out the paper. Anyway, positive things DID happen (sparingly), so you'll get that too.
School-wise, the grades have been pretty good so far. They're not perfect, but close enough to where I'm quite content with myself. I am of course leaving out the unknown variable of my Algebra exam, which I took just yesterday. I'm not sure if the grade will be in tomorrow or not, but here's hoping I at least did acceptably; again, I'm not looking to do perfectly in that class but rather just to PASS the fuckin' thing. I also reiterate my joy of having only tomorrow to deal with before my time off is returned to me. Let's also not forget that spring break is rapidly approaching! I think it's about...what? Two weeks away after this one ends? Something like that. Anyway, that will be a week long-awaited, and I'm still thinking of taking off from work as well during said week. Chances are I'll be working during my semester break any-fucking-way, as that'll be significantly into the time of when our support from dad ceases.
Martial arts both confounds and encourages me this week. I dunno if I'm the only one who suffers from this, but there are times when shit doesn't work for me and it gets me to thinking "what the fuck am i doing here? I'm insulting the art!" I s'pose it just means even karate students have off days. I just need to learn and improve from it. On the PLUS side though, I got myself approved to assist the instructors in certain classes, so that's pretty fuckin' win. If we break out of the school, other things of "win" that happened so far: I got my taxes both done and accepted, so that's gonna be some useful greenage coming my way. In addition to this, I went ahead and ordered that new PC I was talking about and probably mentioned several times over. It's a pretty goddamn impressive piece of machinery on paper.
My biggest hope is that it endures at least as long as my current little shitbox does. To be honest, I'm probably going to be sad when I put this thing down. Seriously, it's like a mechanical, box-shaped, whirring little dog that's been apart of my life for 9 whole fucking years. I can't even begin to explain or express everything that I've gone through using this magical thinking box. I'll probably keep the hard drive as kind of like a "retainment of the soul" sort of thing. Another plus would be that, given how much I'm getting back in taxes, homie's getting a new fuckin' monitor too! I think the most important thing that needs to be done though, is the repayment of Mikey for some of the cash he's been outted at my expense. That being said, his fat ass STILL needs more hours or another job. Gotta get that money in.
Speaking of more positives though, I had a little dinner date thing with a co-worker on Sunday. It went good, especially the part where our server is this girl that will occasionally come in and wander for like 45 minutes and only buy a few things. That was pretty damn amusing, as was the part where Daft Punk came on the radio there and we both not only heard it, but knew what it was! Now, I know what some of you are probably thinking, and trust me - I appreciate your votes of confidence. I'll just say that anything is a POSSIBILITY, but she also just recently became single from things resulting in a rough breakup. The only difference here is, she had her man for a year and a half; I only had my girl for about 6 fuckin' weeks (I think my shortest relationship ever). Still, it might be a positive thing to occur, given time and patience. I just know that the bill there was a LOT lower than at Buffalo Wild Wings.
Anyway folks, I'm gonna wrap this up because I'm getting a little tired, and the fact that I didn't get out of work until like 10:45 didn't fucking help much. Just know that if you're concerned about me, I SHOULD be alright if no more stupid/bad/negative shit happens to me this week. Here's hoping anyway...as well for next week having better things in store for me. I already know Friday should be fun, going to Buffalo Wild Wings again with a family and a friend member (just this time, without the $96 tab), so the sun pierces the gloomy clouds already! Well people, take care and I'll see you all in 7.
"How the fuck does T-Mobile get the best Android phone? That's like giving an Aston Martin to a homeless person!"
Ken
School-wise, the grades have been pretty good so far. They're not perfect, but close enough to where I'm quite content with myself. I am of course leaving out the unknown variable of my Algebra exam, which I took just yesterday. I'm not sure if the grade will be in tomorrow or not, but here's hoping I at least did acceptably; again, I'm not looking to do perfectly in that class but rather just to PASS the fuckin' thing. I also reiterate my joy of having only tomorrow to deal with before my time off is returned to me. Let's also not forget that spring break is rapidly approaching! I think it's about...what? Two weeks away after this one ends? Something like that. Anyway, that will be a week long-awaited, and I'm still thinking of taking off from work as well during said week. Chances are I'll be working during my semester break any-fucking-way, as that'll be significantly into the time of when our support from dad ceases.
Martial arts both confounds and encourages me this week. I dunno if I'm the only one who suffers from this, but there are times when shit doesn't work for me and it gets me to thinking "what the fuck am i doing here? I'm insulting the art!" I s'pose it just means even karate students have off days. I just need to learn and improve from it. On the PLUS side though, I got myself approved to assist the instructors in certain classes, so that's pretty fuckin' win. If we break out of the school, other things of "win" that happened so far: I got my taxes both done and accepted, so that's gonna be some useful greenage coming my way. In addition to this, I went ahead and ordered that new PC I was talking about and probably mentioned several times over. It's a pretty goddamn impressive piece of machinery on paper.
My biggest hope is that it endures at least as long as my current little shitbox does. To be honest, I'm probably going to be sad when I put this thing down. Seriously, it's like a mechanical, box-shaped, whirring little dog that's been apart of my life for 9 whole fucking years. I can't even begin to explain or express everything that I've gone through using this magical thinking box. I'll probably keep the hard drive as kind of like a "retainment of the soul" sort of thing. Another plus would be that, given how much I'm getting back in taxes, homie's getting a new fuckin' monitor too! I think the most important thing that needs to be done though, is the repayment of Mikey for some of the cash he's been outted at my expense. That being said, his fat ass STILL needs more hours or another job. Gotta get that money in.
Speaking of more positives though, I had a little dinner date thing with a co-worker on Sunday. It went good, especially the part where our server is this girl that will occasionally come in and wander for like 45 minutes and only buy a few things. That was pretty damn amusing, as was the part where Daft Punk came on the radio there and we both not only heard it, but knew what it was! Now, I know what some of you are probably thinking, and trust me - I appreciate your votes of confidence. I'll just say that anything is a POSSIBILITY, but she also just recently became single from things resulting in a rough breakup. The only difference here is, she had her man for a year and a half; I only had my girl for about 6 fuckin' weeks (I think my shortest relationship ever). Still, it might be a positive thing to occur, given time and patience. I just know that the bill there was a LOT lower than at Buffalo Wild Wings.
Anyway folks, I'm gonna wrap this up because I'm getting a little tired, and the fact that I didn't get out of work until like 10:45 didn't fucking help much. Just know that if you're concerned about me, I SHOULD be alright if no more stupid/bad/negative shit happens to me this week. Here's hoping anyway...as well for next week having better things in store for me. I already know Friday should be fun, going to Buffalo Wild Wings again with a family and a friend member (just this time, without the $96 tab), so the sun pierces the gloomy clouds already! Well people, take care and I'll see you all in 7.
"How the fuck does T-Mobile get the best Android phone? That's like giving an Aston Martin to a homeless person!"
Ken