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I don't really know what to put on here right now.
I would like to talk about a lot of positive things in my life right now but all I think about is Sarah and how I'll never get to see her again. I just don't understand it at all. We got together at Fabachers last Thanksgiving and had such a great time and we were both really happy with everything. How could her life have snowballed into something so bad to where she felt that there were no other options in such a short amount of time??? What's fucked up is that I can't get in touch with anyone who knows when or where the wake and funeral is. I swore I would stop going to these things but I think I won't even truly believe this until I do. I still feel like that there's a chance that this is all some sort of a big hoax. Or a dream. And I'll wake up and laugh about it with everyone. But it isn't.
She was an amazing and genuine person who I absolutely loved being around. I will mourn her death for a while and later cherish the memories I have forever.
What else can I do??
I would like to talk about a lot of positive things in my life right now but all I think about is Sarah and how I'll never get to see her again. I just don't understand it at all. We got together at Fabachers last Thanksgiving and had such a great time and we were both really happy with everything. How could her life have snowballed into something so bad to where she felt that there were no other options in such a short amount of time??? What's fucked up is that I can't get in touch with anyone who knows when or where the wake and funeral is. I swore I would stop going to these things but I think I won't even truly believe this until I do. I still feel like that there's a chance that this is all some sort of a big hoax. Or a dream. And I'll wake up and laugh about it with everyone. But it isn't.
She was an amazing and genuine person who I absolutely loved being around. I will mourn her death for a while and later cherish the memories I have forever.
What else can I do??