Oct 03, 2004 13:49
hmph i just got home, i was supposed to be gone from friday night till late this afternoon but it didnt happen. i went to jackies house before i left cuz i wanted to see her before i left.. but then it was to late to get a ride so i just chilled there till around almost 11 i think.
then yesterday morning i woke up, talked to austin took a shower then left..
soo much shit went on im just gonna say hella fun and totally random.
got home today.. around 12 then took a long shower cuz it was so dirty there and meh. i just had to take on lol. then i got online, checked all my emails and shit then tryed to call jackie to see if she wanted to do somethin since i got home early today. i was gonna be staying till around 6 tonight but i just really didnt feel like staying longer.. but she didnt answer either phone. so now im on the comp bein bored and sad about shit.
theres just to much shit goin on lately.. too much to deal with. iv been really sad and stressed out lately. im really really sad right now because of some shit goin on... and i dont even know what to do about anything anymore at all, im useless, im not helping anyone and im just getting worried and shit while trying to.. so yea i dunno. i dont know what to do. im not talkin about anything with anyone so you can just stfu right now and not even ask me.
Peace