awkward middle stage
yeah this things still exists?
so we travled across the country, we got an apartment, the job hunting has gone well, i should hopefully be starting my job this week!! this excitement of being in LA is great but now i'm in this awkward middle stage, the first couple of weeks felt soooo much like vacation, and that's wearing off. so it's like the new feeling is slowing down, and the music part of our adventure hasn't started yet so now creep in the thoughts of friends and family that i love and miss and people i wish i had given better goodbyes, or begged harder to come with me. we have been making some good contacts out here, making friends with local bands and such, Jack got a job bouncing at the Whiskey A Go-go. and on top of that He and Dave started at Asplundh this morning, once we all get our financial situations taken care of we can get a practice space and hopefully start playing shows, it's tough starting all over, in hollywood i am just another pretty face (well prettier than most of the guys here, once i get my hollywood body i'll be unstoppable!) but it wasn't easy just getting up and leaving especially when half of me was soooo ready to settle down. i just hope this all pays off in someway, i dont care if it's fame or not (yes i do). it's been an adventure and a learning expierience. reguardless of the outcome, atleast i wont be 40 and bitter looking back saying i should have done this... hopefully i wont be 40 and bitter saying "i should have bought that house on teesdale st and had a family"
oh well, just needed to vent, things to do today:
buy a scale,
buy a 5 gallon water jug for spare change (when i cashed my old one in the day we left it was like $1,100!)
buy a thing to hang in the shower for my beauty products
cash my last hoshino check :'(
clean up the apartment!!!!!
ohh yes and i might add i've done a particularly good job in keeping my mood swings in check! we only had one incident and i was real drunk so in my book it doesnt count!
ohh and we had our first star sighting yesterday Adrianne Curry!
thats all for now! _kenny
so we travled across the country, we got an apartment, the job hunting has gone well, i should hopefully be starting my job this week!! this excitement of being in LA is great but now i'm in this awkward middle stage, the first couple of weeks felt soooo much like vacation, and that's wearing off. so it's like the new feeling is slowing down, and the music part of our adventure hasn't started yet so now creep in the thoughts of friends and family that i love and miss and people i wish i had given better goodbyes, or begged harder to come with me. we have been making some good contacts out here, making friends with local bands and such, Jack got a job bouncing at the Whiskey A Go-go. and on top of that He and Dave started at Asplundh this morning, once we all get our financial situations taken care of we can get a practice space and hopefully start playing shows, it's tough starting all over, in hollywood i am just another pretty face (well prettier than most of the guys here, once i get my hollywood body i'll be unstoppable!) but it wasn't easy just getting up and leaving especially when half of me was soooo ready to settle down. i just hope this all pays off in someway, i dont care if it's fame or not (yes i do). it's been an adventure and a learning expierience. reguardless of the outcome, atleast i wont be 40 and bitter looking back saying i should have done this... hopefully i wont be 40 and bitter saying "i should have bought that house on teesdale st and had a family"
oh well, just needed to vent, things to do today:
buy a scale,
buy a 5 gallon water jug for spare change (when i cashed my old one in the day we left it was like $1,100!)
buy a thing to hang in the shower for my beauty products
cash my last hoshino check :'(
clean up the apartment!!!!!
ohh yes and i might add i've done a particularly good job in keeping my mood swings in check! we only had one incident and i was real drunk so in my book it doesnt count!
ohh and we had our first star sighting yesterday Adrianne Curry!
thats all for now! _kenny