Jul 28, 2007 23:59
I had this weird daydream today of falling forward into someone's body (their face was distorted) and just slowly melting into them, being consumed and losing even losing my identity. It felt right, warm and comforting, like being wrapped in a thick blanket.
I can't wait for cold weather to come back. I know people always say that during the summer, but I'm much more of a cold weather person, it's true. I want to be an inchworm, wrapped up in layers of blankets, free of the necessity of movement. Screw that, I'd just like to hibernate for a month or so. Whatever, bring the falling leaves already.
I spent the day playing video games, something that I haven't done in a while. I've been such a good little social boy lately, today I was just lazy and didn't want to leave the house, not even for food (thankfully there was always someone there to bring me something to eat). In retrospect, it was pretty nice...I think it would have been nicer if no one was home though. Even now my roommate and his dad are here and I really don't know what to say to them. Oh well, thankfully there's the internet.
Life is frustrating. I know it's nothing new or profound, but I suppose it occasionally bears repeating. At least that's what's bothering me today.