May 01, 2005 13:53
take all the life that's left from me
suck out all the hope
burn me at the stake
for i deserve it all
i grab the hearts
rip them apart
find a cure for what i have done
then shoot me, watch me fall
to forgive me
i doubt that will come
i deserve no more kindness
this will be the last call
I'M SO FUCKING SORRY!!!!
give me a woot for fucking people up. chris called last night, drunk. hmmm, well another side affect of knowing me, looking to alcohol as a cure for the hole in your heart. he was pissed at me for hanging out with a certain person and his friends. now i have become just like everyone else that has hurt dustin too.
i'm done dating for a while! no one seems to believe me. i can't stand the hurt i have caused or the fact that history could repeat its self. i want my life back.
here, this is seems to be what people want to here:
I FUCKED EVERYTHING UP! THIS IS ALL MY FAULT! ALL YOUR UNHAPPINESS, PAIN, TOURMENT, SUFFERING IS MY DOING! I'VE STOLEN EVERYTHING FROM YOU AND TREATED YOU LIKE SHIT! FUCKIN' SHOOT ME IN THE GODDAMN FACE! I DESERVE IT!