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i haven't been this depressed in a while.
i keep apologizing to george, but he says it's fine.
at the same time, i'm holding back so much and worried that that's going to slip.
i'm avoiding him to spare him, but i feel so lonely now.
when i'm in the same room with him, though, i find myself being aggressive.
merry fucking christmas.
it's all stupid things, too.
it's all asinine crap.
family drama.
lack of money.
our gift card not working.
i was an idiot earlier and overdrew my account by $9 when i had $12 in my wallet.
what the fuck?
this too shall pass...
i just want it to pass now, though.
i just want to sleep for a month...
i keep apologizing to george, but he says it's fine.
at the same time, i'm holding back so much and worried that that's going to slip.
i'm avoiding him to spare him, but i feel so lonely now.
when i'm in the same room with him, though, i find myself being aggressive.
merry fucking christmas.
it's all stupid things, too.
it's all asinine crap.
family drama.
lack of money.
our gift card not working.
i was an idiot earlier and overdrew my account by $9 when i had $12 in my wallet.
what the fuck?
this too shall pass...
i just want it to pass now, though.
i just want to sleep for a month...