hmm
i have come to the realization that i think i'm just home sick. anytime i'm not doing anything here i think of what all my friends are doing and i get sad cuase i don't get to be there. so basically the thing that makes me happy is looking forward to the weekends. and i don't care what anyone else says about staying here and meeting people on the weekends because sometimes i'll bring people back and plus all of the people i meet so far don't even compare to any of you guys. i guess being away from everyone is just something i'm going to have to get use too. but as of right now i hate it so fucking much and i rather just be goign to a community college so i could be near everyone.