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Jun 07, 2006 20:01

Mandy...I'm sorry. I'm a horrible person, aren't I? You deserve much better. Just...forget about me, okay? I wish I could have said that I love you so many things to you. I'm sorry that I suck at life that I'm just another failure.

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mandy_mandy June 7 2006, 23:55:18 UTC
Seamus, what on earth are you talking about?

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kenmarefan June 8 2006, 00:15:34 UTC
Just...I don't think you deserve me. So I'm telling you that right now. I'm going to be honest and say that...that...

Shit...I can't do this! I hate myself!

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mandy_mandy June 8 2006, 00:20:10 UTC
All right, if you can't tell me what you're going on about, I'll just continue to believe that you're fun, un-horrible, and little on the strange side on occasion.

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kenmarefan June 8 2006, 00:22:13 UTC
Mandy...I...please...please don't kill me. Don't hate me...I just...you're not making this easy...

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mandy_mandy June 8 2006, 00:25:41 UTC
I'm not making this easy?

All right, all right. Look, I saw your post, I saw your argument with Dean, and while I don't have a bloody clue what you two are going on about in there, I will say this: last time you were drunk and did some silly things, I didn't kill you and wasn't mad at you... So whatever it is, come out and say it.

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kenmarefan June 8 2006, 00:52:36 UTC
I...we were playing truth or dare. Yes, we were drunk. So Dean wanted a dare. And I gave him one. And...

Merlin...just kick me already.

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mandy_mandy June 8 2006, 00:53:50 UTC
All right, drunken truth or dare. It's not like that's never happened before. It better not have had anything to do with Millicent Bulstrode. Go on, Seamus.

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kenmarefan June 8 2006, 01:02:13 UTC
We didn't know what were doing but Dean took on the dare and...

Look, I understand if you think I'm an arse or a loser or whatever. I'll understand that you will hate me once I tell you. I'll let you know that you have every right to punch me or...I don't know...but...

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mandy_mandy June 8 2006, 01:30:44 UTC
Seamus, will you just tell me what happened?

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kenmarefan June 8 2006, 01:36:16 UTC
He kissed me.

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mandy_mandy June 8 2006, 01:52:57 UTC
... Wait, what?

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kenmarefan June 8 2006, 02:07:47 UTC
Don't make me say that again. And please don't try to find me either.

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mandy_mandy June 8 2006, 02:11:09 UTC
... Well, so he kissed you on a dare while you were both drunk. It's not like it meant anything...

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kenmarefan June 8 2006, 02:17:08 UTC
How are you acting all calm about this?! He kissed me! Doesn't that bother you?Because it sure in hell bothers me!

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mandy_mandy June 8 2006, 02:26:51 UTC
Well, would you rather I scream at you? If you think I'm happy about it, you're entirely mistaken. You didn't agree that it didn't mean anything! Did it mean something? I mean, he's your best friend...

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kenmarefan June 8 2006, 02:38:03 UTC
It didn't, okay! But it still bothers me! I don't know why I do the stupidest things! I just...stupid fucking alcohol.

I hate myself.

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