Oct 26, 2003 21:08
I know I haven't updated this Live Journal in a long time. I promise I won't slack off anymore :)
So tomorrow is Monday, and I have a lot of work to do in class. I'm have to do a project called a Case Study, which is based on router access control lists. I basically have to design a whole computer network for a company, and do some specific stuff with ACL's. So, I waited till the last moment to get busy with it, and Phase 1 is due on tuesday. I don't have a class partner, because the only other person in the class who doesn't have a partner either is more of a slacker than me. I know I can't count on him to help me with it, so I'm doing it alone.
So, I have a whole shitload of crap to do by Tuesday, and I know I won't be finished. I'm going to ask my teacher for an extension on the Phase 1 due date by one day (meaning, I can turn it in on Wednesday). Well, I think two days should be more than enough time to finish my Phase 1 requirements (or at least I hope it is!).
A while back, I because uninterested in what I'm studying now. So I figure that after I finish this course in December, I'll move onto Bio-Medical Repair Technology at the same college (South Florida Community College).
I want to study Bio-Medical Repair Technology so that I can go overseas as a missionary and repair medical equiptment in hospitals in places of desperation. I feel that it is my calling, and my duty as a Christian to help other people who are in need. I may change my mind, but this is what I want to do at the moment.
I'm worried that no one will accept me into missionary services because I'm gay and because I don't really go to church. I'm just too lazy to wake up early enough on Sunday mornings to go to church. I wish things were different. I've been getting closer and closer to going to church on Sundays, but I'm still not going. I lack motivation.
I know my salvation is dependant on serving the Lord, and I'm going to try as hard as I can to do so. The one thing about being a missionary in foreign countries is that there's always a risk of danger with anti-Christian sentiments. However, I'm willing to lay down my life to help others in need and serve my God. And I really mean this.
I've got to do some studying soon, 'cause I have to take a test tomorrow morning. I'll see if I can't try and update this journal again tonight with the results of my hard studies.
Peace Out