walk.alone.
So it seems I only update this jawn when I feel like I have something to say. But I guess that's the point of the el jay. So we'll start out with the basics. School is alright. Classes are more difficult this semester. My schedule is crazy at times. Basketball is almost over. I was looking at my old entries a little while ago. A year ago my priorities were completly different. My life was completly different. I was always worried about the little things. I've grown up a lot in the past year. I've realized that I'm not in high school anymore. That my future is so important. I just want to be successful. I want to graduate from college with decent grades and get a good job. I want to focus on my career and do something with my life. Do something with all the oppurtunities im presented with. I don't want to fuck up. I don't want to dissapoint my parents. The more I think about it, the more I can't deny the realization that I went to the wrong college. I basically would tell anyone looking at DelVal to stay away. I would leave. If this was September and I had recognized how much this school lacks. The only reason I'm staying is for my friends. If I didn't have amazing friends here I would be gone. So I already fucked up on my choice of college. Hopefully it won't be a sign of more poor choices to come. Who knows if I'll be here in a year...? ...it's valenitne's day...and I think im falling in love with my best friend...If only he wasn't completly girl illiterate....