i'm not a fan of world peace.
I guess there is really no such thing as world peace.
I told myself not to stoop to your level of bitch blogging but the temptation is too hard to resist, especially since you practically sent me an invitation by taking such great efforts to hide yourself in someone else's blog. Well, at least, I'm blogging in my OWN blog.
it wasn't just a small trival matter and I thought you should know better. It was the many many small trival things that we tried to forgive and tolerated that build up the whole damn unpleasentness because you never stopped triggering the negative emotions. We could have continued on this surface-friendly relationship or even really become good friends if you didn't
1. continue hurting us with your selfish actions
2. did all the stupid, childish things to stab us in the back
3. turn your back on us and run to a new friend to mingle without telling us and simply giving us the excuse that you "never see us" or whatsoever excuses that i cannot even remember because they are so obviously lies.
And well, we didn't cut off ties. You did. You said you couldn't get along with us, and that you didn't want to join us anymore. We never said "I wanna cut ties with you" or "I don't wanna be your friend anymore.".
Yes we were unhappy, but its not like we never told you straight in the face before. I remember telling you off about your sucky attitude on the first day of school reopen in our 2nd year but you just gave me a cheeky grin and shrugged it off, totally acting like you are unaware of my boiling anger. So, to hell if you say we put on a face that says " I DONT HATE YOU I LIKE YOU, YOU ARE MY FRIEND.", because really, my face says "I DON'T HATE YOU, I JUST DISLIKE WHAT YOU DO AND I TOLERATE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIEND.".
Seriously, you never valued the friendship, I valued it. Because if i didn't, then despite all the previous bad things you've done, I wouldn't have still been so disappointed and hurt by you so badly when you ignored my desperate calls for help to play your stupid arcade games. I fucking cried over that, and I have witnesses for that.
And I don't twist facts around, I have values. You don't have. You manipulate people into thinking that we've outcast you when you were the one who kept a black face and not talked despite us asking you many times "what is wrong?" and if you are "ok.". All you did was shake your head, nod your head and it pissed us off because we all know you aint a mute and you obviously found your voice when you were talking to your new friend.
I don't have satisfaction with you being miserable. Because if i did, then I should be all happy and just enjoying myself with whatever stunts you pulled since a long time ago. But no, I'm annoyed, ran out of patience and convinced that you are the most selfish and distorted person I've known. It's like you live in your own self-denial world where you think you've done us kindness and that you've showered us with your intelligence.
I didn't gain much from your contribution, seriously. Because if I did, then I wonder why when we check the marks allocation for our project work, it seems like we scored well in all but a particular part that you did? So maybe, you were the one who gained.
If that's not true, then definitely, you gain my sympathy for being such a miserable soul where you are totally crushed and needs a slap from someone to wake up.
This is my toast to you for severing the last thread of compassion I had for you. To think that I was reminiscing the rare good times we spent together and worrying that you might not find someone you can rely as a friend in class. Lucky you, you have someone else from another class to rely on. So, appreciate your new friend and stop taking him for granted.
Bye Bye.
I told myself not to stoop to your level of bitch blogging but the temptation is too hard to resist, especially since you practically sent me an invitation by taking such great efforts to hide yourself in someone else's blog. Well, at least, I'm blogging in my OWN blog.
it wasn't just a small trival matter and I thought you should know better. It was the many many small trival things that we tried to forgive and tolerated that build up the whole damn unpleasentness because you never stopped triggering the negative emotions. We could have continued on this surface-friendly relationship or even really become good friends if you didn't
1. continue hurting us with your selfish actions
2. did all the stupid, childish things to stab us in the back
3. turn your back on us and run to a new friend to mingle without telling us and simply giving us the excuse that you "never see us" or whatsoever excuses that i cannot even remember because they are so obviously lies.
And well, we didn't cut off ties. You did. You said you couldn't get along with us, and that you didn't want to join us anymore. We never said "I wanna cut ties with you" or "I don't wanna be your friend anymore.".
Yes we were unhappy, but its not like we never told you straight in the face before. I remember telling you off about your sucky attitude on the first day of school reopen in our 2nd year but you just gave me a cheeky grin and shrugged it off, totally acting like you are unaware of my boiling anger. So, to hell if you say we put on a face that says " I DONT HATE YOU I LIKE YOU, YOU ARE MY FRIEND.", because really, my face says "I DON'T HATE YOU, I JUST DISLIKE WHAT YOU DO AND I TOLERATE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIEND.".
Seriously, you never valued the friendship, I valued it. Because if i didn't, then despite all the previous bad things you've done, I wouldn't have still been so disappointed and hurt by you so badly when you ignored my desperate calls for help to play your stupid arcade games. I fucking cried over that, and I have witnesses for that.
And I don't twist facts around, I have values. You don't have. You manipulate people into thinking that we've outcast you when you were the one who kept a black face and not talked despite us asking you many times "what is wrong?" and if you are "ok.". All you did was shake your head, nod your head and it pissed us off because we all know you aint a mute and you obviously found your voice when you were talking to your new friend.
I don't have satisfaction with you being miserable. Because if i did, then I should be all happy and just enjoying myself with whatever stunts you pulled since a long time ago. But no, I'm annoyed, ran out of patience and convinced that you are the most selfish and distorted person I've known. It's like you live in your own self-denial world where you think you've done us kindness and that you've showered us with your intelligence.
I didn't gain much from your contribution, seriously. Because if I did, then I wonder why when we check the marks allocation for our project work, it seems like we scored well in all but a particular part that you did? So maybe, you were the one who gained.
If that's not true, then definitely, you gain my sympathy for being such a miserable soul where you are totally crushed and needs a slap from someone to wake up.
This is my toast to you for severing the last thread of compassion I had for you. To think that I was reminiscing the rare good times we spent together and worrying that you might not find someone you can rely as a friend in class. Lucky you, you have someone else from another class to rely on. So, appreciate your new friend and stop taking him for granted.
Bye Bye.