Apr 26, 2006 14:49
Bad mierda today. Today is mom's b-day nd she got sick @ work so I skip'd nd stayed here w/ her to make sure she would b ok. She gettin betta but she still is not fine. also, today is DAY OF SILENCE!!!! So I hope u guys atleast tryed it. Ay!!!!! Gotta go nd pick up my sis in a couple of hours nd so much stuff goin on right now....I am so lost nd not kno where to start. I gotta say thanks to that one person who helped me out last night when I really needed someone to talk too. Thanks boi nd I thank God ur still around!!! Yeah, just a bad time now nd well, hopes it get betta. Ha mom wanted somethin to eat so she went out to get some food nd same back mad cuz they were still sellin breakfest. She said I was really ready for that food so yeah, I don't think we goin out tonight either but if she b hungry, haa den we r. My mom nd I may not have the best or strongest relationship but we r there for eachotha nd we have them times where we r so together that nuthin can tear us appart but I guess that is what makes us so different. yeah, after talkin nd cryin from all dis shit, I turned phone off(yes like u said chin chin) @ like 12:40am nd went downstairs right nd mom was still up in bed playin some card game so she said "dear I did not mean to do that to u, it was for ur step-father to tell him to get out de kitchen so u can talk to me." I was like yeah ok nd I guess her nd I fell de same nd all nd going through some of de same stuff. Yeah, thanks Chin Chin again nd my phone is on now so u can call, turned it bac on @ like 1am cuz I said fuck it nd whoeva call, just calls nd I will think if I wanna talk to em. So much shit to b delt w/ Love u!!
Ling Ling