maybe i'm thick. how does this pertain to me?
so today i got to go to el co for no reason! w00t! el co, one of the places i'm going to spend time this summer. tuesday and thursday nights that is. aren't i excited. thank god it's only twice a week. i would die if it was one of those regular classes. that would be "hell" meh.
~ so looks like everyone is "mad" at me today ... again and i haven't quite figured it out since i didn't do anything wrong. but apparently i did. wootage! i love that drama that i don't really know about... i need people to explain to me what drama is and how it pertains to me and why i should care... but so far no one is really good at that. sorry bek. not even you. ha.
~~ at least some people can get on well enough with me. thank god. that's why i love them and not everyone. because everyone is annoying. but those people. those people. those people are awesome. that's why i love them.
~~~ oh man. this weekend. it makes me smile just thinking about it. i haven't been to the beach in more than a year. look what you do to me. you. you are evil. evol.
~~~~ you think i'd forget about photos!?! you're my number one [model] afterall. that just wouldn't be fair to __. and nicole. she's gonna take ___ pictures so we can enjoy a warm summer night on the beach filling ___ photo album to the top. to the top. i can't forget.
my mind. it's circular. i always think about what happened first. and what happened last. it's the way i think. but it's not linear. why i suck at math. there's no cause and effect. there's no beginning to end. it's all a jumble. mixed up in the middle. but i always finish strong. and remember the last. my mind. has a start and has a finish. how it gets there no one knows. it's just how it starts and ends. what i want and what i wanted because i have it. yep. that's circular to me. rolling on and on. beginning and end. there is no middle. black and white. like so many things. black and white.
~ so looks like everyone is "mad" at me today ... again and i haven't quite figured it out since i didn't do anything wrong. but apparently i did. wootage! i love that drama that i don't really know about... i need people to explain to me what drama is and how it pertains to me and why i should care... but so far no one is really good at that. sorry bek. not even you. ha.
~~ at least some people can get on well enough with me. thank god. that's why i love them and not everyone. because everyone is annoying. but those people. those people. those people are awesome. that's why i love them.
~~~ oh man. this weekend. it makes me smile just thinking about it. i haven't been to the beach in more than a year. look what you do to me. you. you are evil. evol.
~~~~ you think i'd forget about photos!?! you're my number one [model] afterall. that just wouldn't be fair to __. and nicole. she's gonna take ___ pictures so we can enjoy a warm summer night on the beach filling ___ photo album to the top. to the top. i can't forget.
my mind. it's circular. i always think about what happened first. and what happened last. it's the way i think. but it's not linear. why i suck at math. there's no cause and effect. there's no beginning to end. it's all a jumble. mixed up in the middle. but i always finish strong. and remember the last. my mind. has a start and has a finish. how it gets there no one knows. it's just how it starts and ends. what i want and what i wanted because i have it. yep. that's circular to me. rolling on and on. beginning and end. there is no middle. black and white. like so many things. black and white.