Jun 19, 2004 22:29
the confusion and sadness of adolescence that adults always talk about is absolutely suffocating me. I don't know why I only use this to complain these days... but I don't feel like doing anything else right now. I've been hooked to Sex and the City on TBS lately.. and now my life seems to mimic the episodes and I have Carrie Bradshaw narrating my every move. she won't leave my head. *bleh* she's so tiring. anyways, back to complaining.. or well, I guess that was complaining too. everyone is so wrapped up in their lives.. and why shouldn't they be. everybody has the same problems and to them their own issues are the most important. I think I need to go to sleep and get a fresh start in the morning. he e-mailed me today... I am so glad for it, but I definitely realized today that his e-mails aren't enough. I need to have him here. *sigh*
It's very warm in my house right now..perhaps it's just me.
I liked life a lot more a few days ago when I was on Valium. oh how I miss drugs... *sigh*
well! now that I've successfully completed a horribly depressing update I will now pig out on chocolate, finish my sex and the city dose of the day, read my sad sappy love novel and fall asleep crying. so is the life of kendall klepper =)