my brain's repeating, if you've got an impulse let it out

[kenhoe]

so i got in my second car accident today. i managed to do my first two in one week. Both times damaging the other persons car aka costing my parents hundreds of dollars, and yeah. oh by the way the second time i did it, today, it was my best friend, katie faust's, car. lovely, fucking lovely. we were both parked next to each other at dunkin donuts facing the drive thru window, and the line was wrapped around the parking lot behind us, and so i was so worried about hitting cars behind me, i didnt watch my front end, and then i heard the horrible crunching sound. im really becoming quite familiar to it now. so what did i do when i rammed into my best friends car? obviously had an anxiety attack. that was horrible. but honestly?!?! who hits two people in ONE WEEK!!! RETARRRRRRRDSSSS! like me. so my parents are only letting me drive to school and home, work and home, cheerleading and home. completely understandable. and theyll probly let me go see mike. theyre letting me tomorrow, but honestly, im really scared of getting in an accident. i drive soooooo carefully now, like, superovercautiously, which im not sure is good or bad yet. anyways. i feel horrible : ( you know, like, bad, and like, this all happened in the exact time span of one month. like, i got my license sept 1st and it's september 30th....ugghhh

im so glad i get to see mike tomorrow. were just gonna do nothing all day. its gonna be good, trust and i see steph and cara, YAYYYY!!! and i get to see other friends at windsor church! FUN!!! i just have to not get in an accident on the way there. quite frankly, its looking difficult. no its not, im a fine driver.

i spent my saturday night at a football game. not cool. i think im gonna go take a bubble bath. night chicas.