maybe that's a question you could answer for me...
Dear J
You know... I thought I was ok with you, you were another one leaving, but I was cool with that. we laughed... I kept feelings controlled. awesome.
You lay next to me. and like so many people said "I can't believe why you are still single. You are amazing, you are a fabulous guy"
I'm sorry, maybe I'm crazy, but given the situation, that suggests that maybe, just maybe you would have liked to rectify that if you were not leaving the country in another week or so.
Yet, I'm surprised to find that you are now 'kinda dating' a boy here in Korea before you head back to uni in the states. I was surprised at how much that news hurt me. But I'm also confused. You think I'm fabulous, and can't understand why I'm single. You asked me why, when I am so funny and sweet, am I still single. Y'know something, I would love to know the answer to that question myself. And given what you said before, and what you just told me now, perhaps you can answer that. Why am I still single? Why do the people I like not reciprocate.
As much as I have bitched about a certain scenario before, I was prepared for the bad timing this time round. I wasn't prepared for this...
A glass of red and desperate housewives followed by some comedy in order. What a shitty way to end an otherwise FABULOUS day...
You know... I thought I was ok with you, you were another one leaving, but I was cool with that. we laughed... I kept feelings controlled. awesome.
You lay next to me. and like so many people said "I can't believe why you are still single. You are amazing, you are a fabulous guy"
I'm sorry, maybe I'm crazy, but given the situation, that suggests that maybe, just maybe you would have liked to rectify that if you were not leaving the country in another week or so.
Yet, I'm surprised to find that you are now 'kinda dating' a boy here in Korea before you head back to uni in the states. I was surprised at how much that news hurt me. But I'm also confused. You think I'm fabulous, and can't understand why I'm single. You asked me why, when I am so funny and sweet, am I still single. Y'know something, I would love to know the answer to that question myself. And given what you said before, and what you just told me now, perhaps you can answer that. Why am I still single? Why do the people I like not reciprocate.
As much as I have bitched about a certain scenario before, I was prepared for the bad timing this time round. I wasn't prepared for this...
A glass of red and desperate housewives followed by some comedy in order. What a shitty way to end an otherwise FABULOUS day...