A day late..
I slept thru much of Coming Out day. But here's a quick sketch...
Bi (ever since I knew about sex).
Somewhat poly.
Switch (but prefer sub though I can be a "service top" for many things and a real top for a few.
Bi-gendered or genderfluid. I present male most of the time just because it's less effort (fewer spoons). Would like to present female more but after all these decades of having to present male for protective coloration, there are so many things to unlearn as well as things to learn.
But ever since I knew the anatomical differences I wanted to switch back and forth. Had some rather detailed fantasies about different sorts of "cycles". Also tried the tape bit when I was in my early teens but couldn't get it to work. :-)
Probably neurovariant, possibly Aspergers or the like.
PTSD, social phobia social anxiety disordedr, all going back to when I was a kid, but getting worse in my later teens.
Hopefully, I'm a lovable mess.
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Bi (ever since I knew about sex).
Somewhat poly.
Switch (but prefer sub though I can be a "service top" for many things and a real top for a few.
Bi-gendered or genderfluid. I present male most of the time just because it's less effort (fewer spoons). Would like to present female more but after all these decades of having to present male for protective coloration, there are so many things to unlearn as well as things to learn.
But ever since I knew the anatomical differences I wanted to switch back and forth. Had some rather detailed fantasies about different sorts of "cycles". Also tried the tape bit when I was in my early teens but couldn't get it to work. :-)
Probably neurovariant, possibly Aspergers or the like.
PTSD, social phobia social anxiety disordedr, all going back to when I was a kid, but getting worse in my later teens.
Hopefully, I'm a lovable mess.
This entry was originally posted at https://kengr.dreamwidth.org/1053699.html. Please comment there using OpenID.