Jun 06, 2005 00:15
Hi and welcome to the rest of my life!
It has been some time now, So here is my update for the world.
Subject 01: My Love Life! "like any one would really care"
But if you do. here it is....... "song of doom playing in the background"
I'm in love with a friend. and she is wonderful. yet i have not told her. Been thinking of it. Yet fear would be the reason why i have not. she is a great friend and i "DO NOT WANT TO FUCK THAT UP" So it going to take sometime before I even tell her. But if she wanted to just go on some dates with me it would be cool.
The Funny and odd thing, I think everything is okay, but see i hang out and know alot of people. I party alot and I am never really alone with people. i think she keeps to herself most the time. So I have it in my mind that this could be a small problem. The issue with me as much as my feelings are for her, i can not change who i am for her. I tryed that with some of my ex's and well im single for a reason.
Okay the things i like for those who really want a view of her from my mind. She can keep up when having a chat. another is she is a gamer. though i've never thought anything of gamer women, but now that i have thought about it i like this side of her. The Imagination in her head is beautifuly wonderfull, a bit spaced out and fun. As well open mind to the world. Pluses all the way and she can think for herself. Side Note to men in the world: this is a good thing, thinking women keep you sane and you have less problems. Okay next nice thing about her. well i have always gone for a women of a larger body type, and well she is not large she is a pleasurable view for the eyes. Note to her if she reads this: Please take this in the kindest of ways. I am not looking to get into her pans. If i was after that i would have stayed with my ex. well there is so much more but thats for me to tell her on my own, and there is so much more to this woman.
One more final thing. SHE CAN USE A COMPUTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT I SAY WHEN I TALKING ABOUT COMPUTERS!
Ok done on that subject.
Subject02: Art and the finding of money!
More to come: