Emotions
Missing an old friend today, don’t know why I feel more prone to this feel than other days, maybe it just seeing my friend’s old log-in name on my msn messenger. Full know that she would never be logged in again. Fun and sad how old emotions bring you to cry after some time, it been almost three two years seen she was killed.
Anyways life goes on for me. Today I am working on a number of things from cleaning the lab and getting set up for Ebay, to drawing more art work because I’m out of finished works to sale.
For some reason, I feel more emotional today. Most of the time I just feel cold and what one could call the resemblance of a heartless emotional person. I know why I’m like this most of the time. If you show no emotion most the time people leave you alone, which in the department of emotion I like to be left. It is less painful. It seems today I will not be able to block them out. I have days like this, not matter what happens I come out okay by the end. I think it’s a way of life reminding me that I have a heart. Yet I can tell you one thing, this has been happening more since my friend Candice,”in who I have found more than just a liking for.” I truly feel for this woman. This could be why I can hold back my emotions. Mean to let one go, seems to have opened the flood gates on some days. Well go fig!
Well day is not over yet and I have a lot to do before this weekend. So peace out to all.
Anyways life goes on for me. Today I am working on a number of things from cleaning the lab and getting set up for Ebay, to drawing more art work because I’m out of finished works to sale.
For some reason, I feel more emotional today. Most of the time I just feel cold and what one could call the resemblance of a heartless emotional person. I know why I’m like this most of the time. If you show no emotion most the time people leave you alone, which in the department of emotion I like to be left. It is less painful. It seems today I will not be able to block them out. I have days like this, not matter what happens I come out okay by the end. I think it’s a way of life reminding me that I have a heart. Yet I can tell you one thing, this has been happening more since my friend Candice,”in who I have found more than just a liking for.” I truly feel for this woman. This could be why I can hold back my emotions. Mean to let one go, seems to have opened the flood gates on some days. Well go fig!
Well day is not over yet and I have a lot to do before this weekend. So peace out to all.