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my dad is going into surgery in an hour and a half. I've puked with anxiety. I can't stop crying. I called my mom at 4 am and she calmed me down a little aaaaaaaaand on top of everything my phones software crashed. BUT it's under warranty and I have insurance, so that cost me nothing but a headache and me making the girl at tmobile feel like shit. she got to hear me crying ahaha but I still like her. she told me she wants to strangle her husband. she also told me to stop throwing phones! then she laughed and was like well at least this one is the software. I'm also 148% sure tmobile may be the only company who only uses call centers in the u.s. she was in new mexico. and trust, no accent. and yes I'm rambling because its making me cry less.
oh and I woke up at 2:30 am to all this. it's now 6 am. work is going to be so much freaking fun. I cannot wait. I'd love more than anything to get some sleep, but I've tried so many times. my stomach is just doing somersaults and my brain is going to fast for me to do anything. my cat can tell something is wrong because he won't leave my side and keeps kissing me. by the way, I have the best cat ever. I'd show you pictures but they're all on my cool busted phone.
I gotta go I'm going insane now.
oh and I woke up at 2:30 am to all this. it's now 6 am. work is going to be so much freaking fun. I cannot wait. I'd love more than anything to get some sleep, but I've tried so many times. my stomach is just doing somersaults and my brain is going to fast for me to do anything. my cat can tell something is wrong because he won't leave my side and keeps kissing me. by the way, I have the best cat ever. I'd show you pictures but they're all on my cool busted phone.
I gotta go I'm going insane now.