Nov 17, 2006 13:38
So... its amazing how one act can make things all better. I think its biological and not psychological, because nothing was really worked out. Its still kinda fucked up, but I'm not that upset about it any more. WEIRD. I was so mad that I was crying and now... I'm happy as a clam. Well thats actually not true because if I stop to think about it its still depressing and a little upsetting but I think the endorphins just block all that negativity and make me happy. Its times like these that I wish I understood biology and psychology.
I actually think I would be a really good phycologist... I have an deep desire to always know why people do what they do and I can almost always hit the nail on the head. But of course thats limited because I always believe that people are good and if the only conclusion I can come to is that a person is just bad or evil then I will ALWAYS search for another explanation. But at the same time I'm not sure if I believe everyone is good. If they do bad things something bad must've happened to them... but that something doesn't have to be by another person, it could be done by biology...a defective gene... if their genes make them evil then its not their fault... but would that mean that they are inherently evil? So would the idea be that all normal people are good? That obviously doesn't work... Which means that it has to be a choice to not be evil... I wonder if all actions have to have motives... Because even if something bad happened to you to make you want to be evil you still have a choice to be good, you could want to act evil because something bad happened to you but you still ALWAYS have a choice.
You can always choose to be good.
P.S.
I hope I don't fail math. I need a C in that class to graduate and I'm borderline right now...