Nov 01, 2006 11:36
Do I dare get excited?
There is still one more thing he could find out about that would upset him. The thing is, I definitly don't regret that at all, it was a great evening and nothing happened. I left.
He's conditioned me to not expect anything. Does he know that he did that or was it coincidental?
I hate drama. Life is not complicated, its simple and I have always believed that.
PS - I hate studying. I have a physics test in an hour and half and its pretty obvious how the studying is going. I'm so bored.
PPS - I'm getting very excited for New Zealand. There are a million and half forms to fill out and its all kind of pressing down on me but at the same time I'm bouncing off the walls in anticipation. Dude, the have a whole department for antarctic studies! Its probably not going to work out for me to study in antarctica (fucking professor) but I might get to go if I do a field class there!
PPPS - I turn 21 this saturday!!! I'm so excited to walk into a bar and slap my id down and demand my booze. I probably wont do that, I'll probably just go to a gas station at 12:01 and buy a six pack. I'll probably already be drunk! Its gonna be great.