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[kendo444]

Well i haven't updatede my live journal for awhile of course. lauren and i r still going out which is a plus. well i almost quit my job. i was going to ride my bike out to lauren's house but she is at the eye doctor and it's raining. i'm kinda tired and i wanna go to bed but i have to work tonight which sucks. i can't wait until this summer is over

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[la_la_buffy]

i bet you will miss me when u get out of high school, but at the same time you won't cuz, if everything works out, you'll be with me for the rest of our lifes. I miss you soooo much right now and you texted me and said u were playing a game and trying to fall asleep so i wont bug you, but i just wanted to say i love you soooo much and no matter what i will love you forever. It's kind of like everyday I fall in love with you all over again. Your smile makes me feel like I'm as important as.....well, like the president. Which for a girl....is really REALLY exciting. Well, IUm going to go to bed, cuz i found out that the sooner i go to bed, the sooner i wake up, and the sooner i get to see you after drivers training class. Every morning from 10-12 all i do is think about you and wish that u were here with me. Actually, i think avout that stuff everyday almost 24/7. I dont mean to sound obsessive but i love you so much and everyday i fear i might lose you. and you might go out with a smartier, funnier, and prettier girl than me. God knows theres enough ppl out there like that. Especially ppl that are prettier than me. I love you sooo much and i hope you sleep well and dream happy, yet at the same time good, thoughts *giggles* Well im going to go but i just wanted to say i love you soooo much sweetie and i cant wait to see you cuz i really do miss seeing you . i only see u for like a few minutes a day and im not used to that. oh one more thing.....i just remembered....remember that time we spent a whole 2 weeks seeing each other every day. that was fun, but we got on each others nerves. LOL well sry its so long ....iu love you kenneth lee smith......Love, your babygirl and soon to be wife Lauren Elise Smith........I LOVE YOU!!!!!