A day like pretty much any other...
Day starts up with me waking up with no not my alarm, that doesn't work anymore, a telesales call, ah yes guaranteed to get about 12 a day... I don't work, I get to study at home, and do crap all , all day but for one clause in the contract, Telesales, now these guys are bad enough normally, but they just aren't trying as hard anymore, they have employed foreign people who can't speak more than about 6 phrases, ones taught to them so they can sell you stuff, so don't even try asking how they got your number because frankly THEY DO NOT KNOW... lifes a bitch most of the time, but we all know this and we just get on with it right? I mean if we didn't we'd be off a bridge or on a tree.... sigh just like someone I used to know, not sure when the funeral will come back over here, but I guess I should go, sure he wasn't much of a guy near the end, I mean if you can hang yourself from a tree, can you really be much of a man? I was told that not many people could recognize him, cause someone had to ID him... me being in scotland meant not me.....
Till about 6 months ago I felt the same to be honest I'd probably have done the same as he did, but I dunno, guess I just noticed shit all was going to change, so take a deep breath and live on right.... Listening to Dj Bry and it's almost 2am, heh they are giving me a hard time, but to be honest I blame myself, I gave them the ammo to do it, and the reason... I guess I'm just being a git cause of my friend dieing and all, you think you're over it, but it haunts you some, I mean I go to bed and keep my eyes closed, cause I really don't want to open them incase there's a ghost, heh, I'm odd.... well this will have to do, I mean I'm just ranting now....
SO take care peeps ^_^
Till about 6 months ago I felt the same to be honest I'd probably have done the same as he did, but I dunno, guess I just noticed shit all was going to change, so take a deep breath and live on right.... Listening to Dj Bry and it's almost 2am, heh they are giving me a hard time, but to be honest I blame myself, I gave them the ammo to do it, and the reason... I guess I'm just being a git cause of my friend dieing and all, you think you're over it, but it haunts you some, I mean I go to bed and keep my eyes closed, cause I really don't want to open them incase there's a ghost, heh, I'm odd.... well this will have to do, I mean I'm just ranting now....
SO take care peeps ^_^