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The last hour of my night was spent sorting out things with greg and coming to the conclusion that we are not friends. I can't deal with a chronic liar. He lies about lies and he comes "clean" with more lies! and then he tries to turn it around and make me look guilty. He used to guilt me into giving him attention. until i found out he lies about everything. Everything.
On a lighter note, I hung out with Matthew. I am still over him but its really funny to watch him hold me by my hair and ask to make out "as a joke". But then he started seriously talking about it. He's like, "...it would ruin our friendship. cause we can be such good friends, and i've done well to not kiss you so far..." then later he's like, "the real reason is because if i kissed you, i'm so attracted to you, that i couldn't stop. i'm afraid i'd take it too far." I laughed at him when he said he's pledging abstinence. ha! what for 2 weeks? Although i still don't trust him, I have more trust for him than i do greg at this point.
Anyway. I can move on with my life now. With out greg. I seriously think he's a creepy obsessive stalker. a serial killer? maybe he'll rape me and then murder me in my sleep. He's too much of a pussy.
On a lighter note, I hung out with Matthew. I am still over him but its really funny to watch him hold me by my hair and ask to make out "as a joke". But then he started seriously talking about it. He's like, "...it would ruin our friendship. cause we can be such good friends, and i've done well to not kiss you so far..." then later he's like, "the real reason is because if i kissed you, i'm so attracted to you, that i couldn't stop. i'm afraid i'd take it too far." I laughed at him when he said he's pledging abstinence. ha! what for 2 weeks? Although i still don't trust him, I have more trust for him than i do greg at this point.
Anyway. I can move on with my life now. With out greg. I seriously think he's a creepy obsessive stalker. a serial killer? maybe he'll rape me and then murder me in my sleep. He's too much of a pussy.