Emotions
well, another emo post.
I really really am in an interestingplace right now.
I am so...beyond rage. Beyond anger. Beyond depression and despair. Well into hatred and..well you can get the idea from all that.
I've known it was coming. I actually expected it this week. Others are right - you cannot prepare for this.
it is exactly the same as the afternoon she dropped the bomb...and much much worse.
And her attorney has in the petition that I pay. No fucking way. NO. N. O.
ex, when I called her on that, said that she was going to pay for her own attorney. I've told her she'd better talk to her attorney and get that fixed.
Then she has the....gall...unmitigated NERVE to call back several times with apologies and asking for my forgiveness.
I do believe she is sorry.
Forgiveness? not in this or the next infinite lifetimes. She's budhhist. Here is my prayer to her: May you never rise further in your cycles of rebirth than that of an insectile carrion eater until the end of time AND BEYOND. May you ever be rejected of nirvana for your betrayals. May your Karma render unto you what you have truly done to others, and most of all..may you be TRULY AWARE OF IT THE ENTIRE FUCKING TIME!
Such is my prayer.
I really really am in an interestingplace right now.
I am so...beyond rage. Beyond anger. Beyond depression and despair. Well into hatred and..well you can get the idea from all that.
I've known it was coming. I actually expected it this week. Others are right - you cannot prepare for this.
it is exactly the same as the afternoon she dropped the bomb...and much much worse.
And her attorney has in the petition that I pay. No fucking way. NO. N. O.
ex, when I called her on that, said that she was going to pay for her own attorney. I've told her she'd better talk to her attorney and get that fixed.
Then she has the....gall...unmitigated NERVE to call back several times with apologies and asking for my forgiveness.
I do believe she is sorry.
Forgiveness? not in this or the next infinite lifetimes. She's budhhist. Here is my prayer to her: May you never rise further in your cycles of rebirth than that of an insectile carrion eater until the end of time AND BEYOND. May you ever be rejected of nirvana for your betrayals. May your Karma render unto you what you have truly done to others, and most of all..may you be TRULY AWARE OF IT THE ENTIRE FUCKING TIME!
Such is my prayer.