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I really need to vent.
Were do i start,I feel as if i have this huge void in my heart. this is not directed twords alyssa so who ever is reading this dont worry i just am so fucking frustrated with LIFE This is not a cry for help if any one even reads this its just ugh i need to be loved and i need to love and sit down with some one and wach a damn movie and feel good about my self and that other person i fell inlove way to young to even know what it was and now it kills me because that love i am looking for is just like surching for a needle in a haystack. i can almost just almost say i wish i never fell inlove,But then i would be lieing to myself and others. But fuck it. dont know what to do. THE WANT TO LOVE IS SO FUCKING STRONG IN MY BLOOD RITE NOW ITS INSAIN.but nothing i can do but find my self and find what makes me a person.
kc
Were do i start,I feel as if i have this huge void in my heart. this is not directed twords alyssa so who ever is reading this dont worry i just am so fucking frustrated with LIFE This is not a cry for help if any one even reads this its just ugh i need to be loved and i need to love and sit down with some one and wach a damn movie and feel good about my self and that other person i fell inlove way to young to even know what it was and now it kills me because that love i am looking for is just like surching for a needle in a haystack. i can almost just almost say i wish i never fell inlove,But then i would be lieing to myself and others. But fuck it. dont know what to do. THE WANT TO LOVE IS SO FUCKING STRONG IN MY BLOOD RITE NOW ITS INSAIN.but nothing i can do but find my self and find what makes me a person.
kc