Apr 26, 2014 19:22
She'll wake up, won't she?
Don't you see?
I was desperate to protect her. That's what good mothers do.
A girl should be pure. Not making eyes at boys when she's not even fourteen yet.
I couldn't let her continue down that path. I didn't want her to end up like me, a moment's pleasure and a lifetime of regret. No true loving mother would let that happen to their daughter.
I tried talking to her.
Grounding her.
Beating her.
Chaining her up in the basement.
Nothing worked. She kept trying to get out.
I was scared she would get in trouble.
That's when I remembered. A way she could be out there without me worrying. They do it to girls in other countries all the time, don't they?
I knew she wouldn't understand, children never understand when you do things for their own good.
I'm a good mother! I didn't do it while she was awake and screaming like the girls in that documentary.
I put her to sleep so she wouldn't feel the pain. I tried to be careful with how I cut it out. I used a sharp scalpel, not some dull knife or razor.
Of course still I cried. What mother likes hurting her child? Seeing them bleed?
But they do it to boys don't they? And they heal up okay.
I thought...if this made sex painful...if it couldn't be pleasurable for her...she'd be safe out there. She could go to school, do whatever she wanted without that distraction.
A beautiful future in return for a little pain.
Only a good mother would do that for their child. A good mother makes the hard choices.
I did nothing wrong, except wait too long to get treatment when the infection set in.
She'll wake up.
She'll wake up soon, won't she Officer?
When she does, she'll tell you.
Only a mother who really loves her child would do what I did.
lj idol