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I always thought that, as long as I have the determination, as long as I contributed, as long as I put in enough effort, as long as I do my best, most of the obstacles wouldn't be obstacles.
But seems everything I did is not smooth, not successfully.
I studied hard... Not that I got bad result. Just, lecturers expect more from me.
I contributed for SALSA... The feedback is like, an ant in a desert.
It's really a hard nut to break.
There's a saying in Chinese, "Do not wear such big hat, if you do not have such big head."
Am I really not capable enough? (But I have been doing it for one year !!! )
Or I do not able to achieve in both ? (But I have been doing it for one year !!!)
Just felt a bit helpless. There are too many bad eggs.
Hope this is only a transition state for me.
But seems everything I did is not smooth, not successfully.
I studied hard... Not that I got bad result. Just, lecturers expect more from me.
I contributed for SALSA... The feedback is like, an ant in a desert.
It's really a hard nut to break.
There's a saying in Chinese, "Do not wear such big hat, if you do not have such big head."
Am I really not capable enough? (But I have been doing it for one year !!! )
Or I do not able to achieve in both ? (But I have been doing it for one year !!!)
Just felt a bit helpless. There are too many bad eggs.
Hope this is only a transition state for me.