Target? Tough...
Should i still continue having that target in my mind?
I know it's always good to have a destination for oneself. But if it has made me miserable and depressed?
I kept telling myself that, there's nothing i couldnt achieve if i try my best, if i put enough effort.
But now, i started feeling tired. It's mentally.
Is the competition too intense? Or i had been giving myself too much stress?
Dont know... But i am afraid of this kind of feeling. Felt that i lost my motivation of studying again. But hope it's just few days...
Always pushing myself forwars, i doubt one day i might fall down as being pushed too much by myself...