Emo time again...
I was supposed to post something about my new room. But ended up with something emo again. Now I finally understand that, when on falls sick, one tends to think too much and be emo.
I still remember, one of my new year resolution, is to become more confident. Yet now, I felt that I am getting worse, not mentioning become more confident, however, I think I am losing my confidence.
Have been using the old way to deceive myself that, "Everything will be ok wan.." I think it doesn't really work for now.
I felt that I am getting more and more closed up to myself.
I felt that my friends have been snatched away, one by one.
I felt that my soul of happiness has been eaten up, slowly, portion by portion, piece by piece.
Cannot figure out a way to move myself out of this puzzling maze, this unforeseeable dark tunnel.
And have been busy-ing with new batch's orientation, time flies, half a year after my orientation, I am in another orientation again, now Oo-ing. (Orientation Officer).
Will update more about orientation soon, with all the pictures.
Today had CPR theory examination, which is a crappy one, that it may randomly simply fail anyone, even if you scored full marks. I don't know why, not logical at all. Sounds like they want to earn money, or want to make their result not so perfect. Hah hah! Not funny at all. Waste our money, waste our time. I just wish that I will be in the luckier group to pass it in one shot. The qusetions are not tough though.
Shall sleep earlier, tomorrow got English Academic writing assessment, and also Telematch for orientation....
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!! I need a break!!!
I still remember, one of my new year resolution, is to become more confident. Yet now, I felt that I am getting worse, not mentioning become more confident, however, I think I am losing my confidence.
Have been using the old way to deceive myself that, "Everything will be ok wan.." I think it doesn't really work for now.
I felt that I am getting more and more closed up to myself.
I felt that my friends have been snatched away, one by one.
I felt that my soul of happiness has been eaten up, slowly, portion by portion, piece by piece.
Cannot figure out a way to move myself out of this puzzling maze, this unforeseeable dark tunnel.
And have been busy-ing with new batch's orientation, time flies, half a year after my orientation, I am in another orientation again, now Oo-ing. (Orientation Officer).
Will update more about orientation soon, with all the pictures.
Today had CPR theory examination, which is a crappy one, that it may randomly simply fail anyone, even if you scored full marks. I don't know why, not logical at all. Sounds like they want to earn money, or want to make their result not so perfect. Hah hah! Not funny at all. Waste our money, waste our time. I just wish that I will be in the luckier group to pass it in one shot. The qusetions are not tough though.
Shall sleep earlier, tomorrow got English Academic writing assessment, and also Telematch for orientation....
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!! I need a break!!!