Be strong!!!
I think I always under-estimate as well as over-estimate myself.
For this time, I over-estimated myself for always being strong.
I know life is short.
I know there are lotsa things which are more worthy for me to spend time on.
So I shouldn't emo anymore.
But I just couldn't help but feel emo, every night.
Yes, every night. (Started since last Sat)
Day time, I am as cheerful as usual in Uni.
But somehow I just feel lonely at night time. The feeling is horrible.
So I tried to de-emo-nise myself by practicing guitar. Yet I think it makes me even more emo. Cos the only song I can play is a emo song.
I think cry can destress oneself, but my lacrimal gland is not well-developed.
I need sad movies to make me cry...
Sigh, I miss my parents.
I miss my sec sch friends, pok, chyang, roei, jp, wee, hsien they all...
But thanks to those who talked to me in msn.
Bro cheated me wan,
The way he taught me to cheer up myself doesn't work.
For this time, I over-estimated myself for always being strong.
I know life is short.
I know there are lotsa things which are more worthy for me to spend time on.
So I shouldn't emo anymore.
But I just couldn't help but feel emo, every night.
Yes, every night. (Started since last Sat)
Day time, I am as cheerful as usual in Uni.
But somehow I just feel lonely at night time. The feeling is horrible.
So I tried to de-emo-nise myself by practicing guitar. Yet I think it makes me even more emo. Cos the only song I can play is a emo song.
I think cry can destress oneself, but my lacrimal gland is not well-developed.
I need sad movies to make me cry...
Sigh, I miss my parents.
I miss my sec sch friends, pok, chyang, roei, jp, wee, hsien they all...
But thanks to those who talked to me in msn.
Bro cheated me wan,
The way he taught me to cheer up myself doesn't work.