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Well another year's come and gone and now it's Christmas. Can't say as I'm thrilled because lately the holidays don't mean shit to me any more. Everyone's running around all 'wee it's christmas!' and yelling about seeing their families or about how much they dislike their families. My response to that is usually 'at least you have a family so stfu.'
This like, totally bites man. My brother Dave and sister Vikki haven't said a word to me since September. I think they just tolerated me for my dad's sake since I was their half-brother. It kinda sucks, you know? I didn't get a phone call and no one even came by or something on Thanksgiving so I don't expect them to do it today and frankly I don't care because if they don't want to bother with me, then I won't bother with them. Jason said he'd come over today, and Tobyhanna Sam mentioned me coming to hang with her today since she'll be alone too. Tia also asked me if I wanted to come to her house. I don't know. Heh. Whatever. Jason, Chris and his family are now more family to me than my own. But through this entire shit I'm learning who my real friends are.
I haven't been up to much in the past couple of weeks/days. I'm still looking for a job, but having a tough time with that because of where I live. Its not fun. I'm distinctly sure I'll be living in my truck come March...
So uh.. what else.. I dunno.
Christmas sucks, and life in general sucks.
Peace, bitches.