Mar 27, 2007 18:55
Last night I went for a walk to QD. The weather was AMAZING! I found myself thinking of old times going down to Aaron's house at 2-3am. It brought back so many memories, and good times.
So Christina and I have been talking. I love her with all my heart, and always will. We want to be together again. I miss having someone to be there for me. I miss being around her, spending time with her, going places with her, cuddling with her among MANY other things. When I think of loosing her forever it gives me this really nasty feel in my stomach, and makes me sick!
We thought about having her move back up here, but I've kind of talked to my mom about it and she never really said yes and or NO. The only way we can truly be together is for me to move down there to live with her. It is most defiantly an option. I've thought about it so much lately. I would of course miss my family and the few friends that I still have around here. No matter what I will always update on here and keep in contact with my family and true friends.
I guess I have a pretty big decision to make now. Do I stay and take a chance on loosing someone that I can say i truly love? Do I go and miss my family, my sister having her baby, my brother graduating college? It's going to take me a decent amount of time to figure it all out.
thanks for anyone who reads this.
Brandon Leo