Oct 14, 2005 19:35
so.. its been awhile since I updated!! soo.. ummm
School -- It has basically been sucky... My classes are mostly all boring... I'm getting all A's right now.. but some stupid A- I need to bring up!! UGH!! ya.. I have barely any classes with my friends.. but I guess thats better.. cause I make new friends.. right?? I've been pretty busy keeping up with school work!!UGH!! :(... things will get better.. this I know!!
Volleyball -- basically over.. we have conference but I don't think I'm going.. so its over for me!! I was proud of myself by the end of the year... I got my over hand serve over... could spike fairly well... and could pass the ball decently... thats like amazing considering I could barely hit the ball when I started!! so ya.. it was a fun year.. but I'm glad its over cause its so time consuming!!
Showchoir -- umm.. I can't dance.. and that about sums it up... ya... we had choreography on sat. the 8th and again the 22nd.. fun fun!!:D.. not really but ya..
Home -- ummm.. Chris moved out.. so me and tamara are the only ones left!!:D ... ya... umm its been a lil hectic lately.. If you've talked to me you prolly know why.. Sometimes I can't even stand to be in my house it gets that bad... So I like nights like tonight when I just get to sit at home alone and watch t.v. ya!!
money -- I'm so broke.. well actually I have $10.. I babysat for an hour today.. ya... it was fun! haha
Youth group -- youth group has become the highlight of me week basically... its just that thing that restarts the week on sunday and keeps it going on wed... I'd be so lost w/o youth group!! Umm ... ATTENTION: youth group on Sun. Oct. 16 is at Kaleb Fehr's pond/lake thingy... ya!! so come!! meet @ Impact center or Roanoke IGA Sun. at 4:00p.m.!! it should be fun.. and bring an instrument if you own one!
Relationships -- so I'm beginning to see who my actual friends are.. and I love you all for that!! :D.. Guys -- wow... so I like this guy.. and I don't know how I like him yet... I don't know if its friends or more.. but I love being around him and makes me smile and laugh.. and no matter how stupid he acts I can't get mad at him... its like impossible... so ya.. I've been struggling with that... he's an amazing guy.. and he's someone I can talk to and hang out with and have a good time.. unless he's driving.. then I just feel like I'm gonna die!!:D So I don't know what to do about this!!
Today -- basically was the funnest ever!! I got out of school to watch golf.. I know sounds boring.. but when you know someone golfing.. like Ryan Rob. its pretty interesting!! I had fun!! and I ate at Ming's YUM! It was pretty fun!!
I'm so tired.. and I bet 1/2 you aren't even reading this far down.. don't worry I would have stopped too...
So -- tomorrow hopefully hangin out w/ some friends...
Sunday -- church, sunday school, leadership, yg at kalebs!! fun fun!!:D
so as for me-- I've been tired from studying at night and getting up early.. and I'm exhausted from stupid highschool drama.. which should just die and I'm physically exhausted from volleyball... and now my knee is in pain and I think my stomach is just about dead... (long story)haha.. nothing too serious!! haha(i/j) ya.. I basically just feel like giving up on just about everything.. but for some reason I can't.. I just have to do better.. I confuse myself!!