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soo.. school is still boring.. I do have some fun classes though.. I guess its more my attitude for school that determines how my day is.. and lately I have had no like happy days... so it sucks... :(...
Volleyball is good.. it seems to be the only time of the day I laugh so hard I can't breathe.. and thats usually cause I almost died... haha...
I met Josh Shank? today.. I guess I met him before and forgot.. oops! but he's really fun to be around.. plus he talks a lot like me.. so I don't feel as talkative!!:D
Nathan Waller was at the game!! I miss him.. and he smells so good.. as usual!! He's another senior buddy that is gone!!
Hartman is gone.. but I see her once a week so its like shes still here... weird!
I hung out with Brittney Nestel tonight! shes a blast!
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Questions I want answers to:
-what to do when you had something wrong.. but you can't tell people because of what they might think.. or how they might treat you.
-what do you do when everything becomes a blur and you can't find the point anymore?
-What do you do when it seems like the world abandoned you?
-what do you do when you feel for the first time that you might just suddenly explode because the emotions have been building up..?
-what do you do when you try everything just approval.. and you still aren't good enough?
-what do you do when you feel everything around you is spinning and you can't move?
-what do you do when you have no one to confide in and you are about to lose it?
-what do you do when you feel you've lost it all?
-what do you do when you are afraid of everything around you?
-what do you do when no one can see the pain behind your smiles?
-what do you do when theres nothing you can do???
--just some random things that popped into my head.. some not so random...
Volleyball is good.. it seems to be the only time of the day I laugh so hard I can't breathe.. and thats usually cause I almost died... haha...
I met Josh Shank? today.. I guess I met him before and forgot.. oops! but he's really fun to be around.. plus he talks a lot like me.. so I don't feel as talkative!!:D
Nathan Waller was at the game!! I miss him.. and he smells so good.. as usual!! He's another senior buddy that is gone!!
Hartman is gone.. but I see her once a week so its like shes still here... weird!
I hung out with Brittney Nestel tonight! shes a blast!
........
Questions I want answers to:
-what to do when you had something wrong.. but you can't tell people because of what they might think.. or how they might treat you.
-what do you do when everything becomes a blur and you can't find the point anymore?
-What do you do when it seems like the world abandoned you?
-what do you do when you feel for the first time that you might just suddenly explode because the emotions have been building up..?
-what do you do when you try everything just approval.. and you still aren't good enough?
-what do you do when you feel everything around you is spinning and you can't move?
-what do you do when you have no one to confide in and you are about to lose it?
-what do you do when you feel you've lost it all?
-what do you do when you are afraid of everything around you?
-what do you do when no one can see the pain behind your smiles?
-what do you do when theres nothing you can do???
--just some random things that popped into my head.. some not so random...