reality check..
I hate those times when everything is great, then you get this huge reality check that stops you in your tracks... making you realize the reality of this great world you live in... and its sad, so here is my reality check for the night.. and hopefully forever cause I don't care about reality if its gonna ruin my night!!
Every one has a best friend, and sometimes that person changes... but best friends always leave an impact on your life, some one you can never forget, some one you'll always stay close with... or so I thought
People change.. and not always for the good... and it hurts to look at some one who used to be so close to you, stray so far away...
I started talking to my old best friend that I don't talk to that much during summer.. well this summer atleast... and I realized shes not my old best friend! I don't even know her anymore... She acts like we were never best friends.. and I want to yell and scream! and make her see what shes become and how shes turned on everything she was and how shes lost so many friends! But I don't even think she'll listen to me screaming. I try so hard to talk to her, just to have a conversation.. and she's too good to listen to me. She doesn't want her friends to think I'm one of her friends... thats unthinkable... the pretty and popular to be seen with me..... I don't know what to do.
Every one has a best friend, and sometimes that person changes... but best friends always leave an impact on your life, some one you can never forget, some one you'll always stay close with... or so I thought
People change.. and not always for the good... and it hurts to look at some one who used to be so close to you, stray so far away...
I started talking to my old best friend that I don't talk to that much during summer.. well this summer atleast... and I realized shes not my old best friend! I don't even know her anymore... She acts like we were never best friends.. and I want to yell and scream! and make her see what shes become and how shes turned on everything she was and how shes lost so many friends! But I don't even think she'll listen to me screaming. I try so hard to talk to her, just to have a conversation.. and she's too good to listen to me. She doesn't want her friends to think I'm one of her friends... thats unthinkable... the pretty and popular to be seen with me..... I don't know what to do.