Mar 24, 2005 23:10
Yeah, it hasnt been the best "vacation." Well, for starters, it's my effin spring break, and there was a snow storm, as I'm sure everyone knows. But, in addition, this break has been a whirlwin of emotions since the first moment i walked in the door. Most of the reasons are far too personal to go into in a livejournal, but lets say they include a lot of tears and a lot of "pull you out of college" threats from the madre, even with only 1 more semester to go. And for reasons that are completely my fault. Fun fun. They also inclue my mother feeling the need, for some reason, to tell me the "real story" of her and my father. Oye. It was too intense for me to even digest it all yet. On top of it, I have my period, I am horribly allergic to the dog (not even allegra can beat this), I bought a brand new pair of shoes that the dog ate, the party which i was supposed to sing at (basically my whole purpose of even coming home) was cancelled due to the snow, I'm back on my diet, going along with that none of my clothes fit me, AND, I have barely been sleeping at all. Basically, it's been a miserable and lonely 5 days. I'm trying so hard to keep my head up and think positively, but i must say, it's days and weeks like these that really make me want to crawl in bed for weeks.