I knew it
I hate to say it but I knew going to practice on my birthday would be a bad idea. It wasn't too bad until 1)no one would go to dinner and 2) when Christopher brought my cake in with all the candles lit, I was so excited, but when no one stopped playing I was standing there waiting like a fool. The candles were burning down to the cake and no one even cared. I ended up just putting the candles out with my fingers. Fuck them. If it were anyone else's birthday they would have stopped. I knew no one really liked me there, they just have to because I'm dating one of their friends. Part of the family my ass. No family would ever do that. I've never been so embarrassed in my life. I wanted to die right then and there. My face was burning red and I ran out. Christopher did such a good job and I was so excited, but they ruined it and I hope Christopher knows the HE gave me the best birthday ever.