Without you
Title: Without you (A sequel to I love you Kibum hyung.. I always do.. )
Pairing: Kevin/Kibum ; Junhyung/Kevin
Rating: G
Summary: Kibum and Kevin are on the same group.And it makes Kevin forget his promises to JunHyung.
Third Person POV
Suddenly, Junhyung was knocking on Kevin's door. Kevin hastily wipe the tears on his cheeks. Composing himself, before opening the door.
As soon as he opened the door, JunHyung's arms was thrown on him. JunHyung's shoulders were shaking.
"Don't leave me Kevin. Please. I came here as soon as I heard the news that Kibum is coming back. Please Kevin, don't leave me."
"I won't hyung." And Kevin cried again. "I will never leave you, until you asked me too."
They stayed that way till the sun goes down.
***
Here I am, standing outside the NH Media building. Holding a piece of paper. I just left Xing.
I don't want to remember HIM anymore, I should go on with my life. JunHyung-hyung send me this paper and told me to try my luck here.
So, I opened the door towards my dream.
After more than thirty minutes, I have been asked to comeback. Because I'll be meeting my new members tomorrow.
So I came back. When I opened the door, a rushing hug came towards me. I tensed. It was the same feeling I have before, when I started at Xing.
"Hi! I'm Alexander Lee Eusebio. You can call me Xander." the owner of the hug smiled at me.
And then he introduced me to other members.
The big, and hansome guy was Eli Kim, which came from America like me, the next one was Shin Soo Hyun, who have a great smile, and attractive eyes, and the last one was Shin Dongho, the cute and small boy. Alexander, the jumpy one was the eldest. While Dongho is the maknae, because he's just 15 years old.
"I'm Kevin Woo. I'm 18 years old. I also came from America like Eli." I smiled towards them.
"You look familiar," Soo Hyun said." You're the maknae of Xing, right?"
Xing. I remembered HIM again. So much for moving on.
"Y-yeah"
"I knew it! "The timid boy began to shout "I'm a fan-hyung! Can I have your signature?" Dongho shyly said. I smiled at the boy, then nodded.
"I'm a big fan of KeMaru. By the way, where is Marumir-hyung?"
KeMaru. that was our name. I don't want to answer Dongho's question. It still hurts. So I get Dongho's paper, and signed it.
It seems that Dongho will ask another question 'bout Kibum, but Soo Hyun stops him. Maybe they saw the sadness that Marumir's name caused.
"Why don't we go out to buy lunch, since the last member isn't here yet?" Alexander suggested.
Be cause of his nature, I agreed to accompany him with Eli.
It's so nice having friends like them. We laugh while going to the restaurant. It's my first real laugh after He left.
We continued fooling around while returning to the practice room.
"The food is here!" Eli shouted.
"The new member is here!" Soo Hyun shouted back.
Alexander and I were busy teasing each other, so I didn't noticed the new member that easy. But when I look at him, his shoulders was seems to be familiar, I don't know why, but my heart beats wildly. The first time since HE was gone. And then he turned around to greet me and Alexander hyung..-no..it can't be..I accidentally dropped the plastic bag I'm holding which makes the other member to turn their heads to me. It was HIM.. The one man I love, the only man I wished to see again, the only man I want to be with. Kim Kibum.. He stared at me, with the same expression I have. Then I saw tears forming on his eyes. W-while muttering m-my name..
"K-Kevin?"
With that, I throw myself to him. Tears were falling from my eyes. The moment that I have been waiting for came. I don' care even I look like or acting like a child. What matter is, Kibum is here again. He's in front of me again, He's the one who is hugging me again. I heard Kibum-hyung sobbing in my shoulders. We stayed that way, until I feel that my members were crying too. Especially Xander-hyung and Dongho.
"Kevin..h-"Kibum-hyung's voice cracked."how are you?"
"I'm very much fine now, than before."
And Kibum smiled, and pulled me again for another hug.
****
"Kevin-ah! your phone is ringing!" Alexander said. It's been two weeks since Kibum-hyung and I met again. We stayed in the one dorm, along with other members. I was sitting on his lap, when I attempted to stand up, he pulled me back.
"I'm going to answer the phone Bummie-hyung"
"Aniyo!" Kibum whined and pouted.
I giggled, before planting a soft kiss on his lips, when nobody's looking. So, he let me go.
"Yoboseyo!"
-Kevin, it's me JunHyung.
I was shocked. Because of my happiness, I totally forgot JunHyung-hyung. I look at Kibum, who was tickling Dongho.
"H-hyung!" I tried to keep my voice calm, and cheerful, I walk out of the dorm, so that I can cry, if I will, without interruptions. I feel guilty.
-you promised me, that you'll never leave me right?
"ne..I-I know, hyung."
-Did you see Kibum already?
"ne-w-were on the same g-group"
There was silence on the other end. I thought JunHyung-hyung put the line dead already, so I was startled when he speak up.
-it's fine with me. As long as you're with me. And I know that you are. Right Kevin?
I don't want to lie. I want to tell him, that I wasn't . Ever since. My heart always belongs to Kibum-hyung. He knows that.
"O-Ok. hyung. I-I'll try to call you later.bye."
I turned the phone off without waiting for his reply. The more that JunHyung-hyung tells me 'bout our relationship, the more I'll be guilty.I cried hard. I love Kibum, but I don't want to hurt JunHyung-hyung. Then suddenly, I feel arms wrap to my body. It was Eli.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop." He said, while soothing my back. "But you need to choose between them Kevin."
***
That night, I packed my things, I decided that it would be best, if I leave the dorm. It's for the best. So I left the dorm with a heavy heart.
***
"Kevin" JunHyung said. "I've been waiting for you."
As I entered my house, the same feelings I have weeks ago, came back. SAD, ALONE, LONELY, PAIN, LONGING.
I smiled at JunHyung-hyung. "yeah.It's good to be back."
***
"Have you seen Kevin?" Kibum asked the other members.
"No. Did you check his room?" Soo Hyun replied.
"I already did."
"Kevin isn't here anymore Hyung" Eli said.
"What do you mean?"
"He left last night."
"Why you didn't tell me?!" Kibum grabbed Eli's collar.
"He left you for JunHyung-hyung." And Kibum let go of Eli.
"JunHyung.."And Kibum sobs.
***
"Kevin, it's time to eat."
"I don't want to eat hyung."
"Kevin, if you don't eat, you'll die."
-Much better. I thought. Be cause now that I found Kibum-hyung again, then I need to let him go, the other half of me died already.
JunHyung-hyung continued to knock the door, which I won't open of course. Because once he entered my room, he'll never stop talking about how much he loves me. I look myself in the mirror. My eyes were red and swollen. My lips, my lips were dry. Unlike a month ago, when I was with HIM. I smiled, and lie down. I'll be having a dreamless sleep.
***
I wake up when I felt someone hugging me. I opened my eyes, then I saw Kibum=hyung,'s crying face. I hug him back. Crying. After that, he lifted me up, so that I'll be sitting on his lap. I saw JunHyung-hyung smiling at us, before walking out of my room. I smiled at him. I know that he'll be happy for me.
***
"thank you for watching!"
We told the fans who were watching our performance.
When we're at backstage, Kibum-hyung pulled me for a kiss. Which I accept gratefully.
"Aish! get a room!" Eli said, disgust was written on his face.
Kibum-hyung and I burst out a peel of laughter.
We both look at Dongho who was there, watching us. Dongho smiled.
"Mommy Binnie, daddy Bummie." He said. I smile at the kid. I think Kibum smiled also at Dongho.
Which make the younger shout,
"KeMaru Daebak!" while going to Soo Hyun-hyung.
*END*
A/N: Adorable baby Dongho
Pairing: Kevin/Kibum ; Junhyung/Kevin
Rating: G
Summary: Kibum and Kevin are on the same group.And it makes Kevin forget his promises to JunHyung.
Third Person POV
Suddenly, Junhyung was knocking on Kevin's door. Kevin hastily wipe the tears on his cheeks. Composing himself, before opening the door.
As soon as he opened the door, JunHyung's arms was thrown on him. JunHyung's shoulders were shaking.
"Don't leave me Kevin. Please. I came here as soon as I heard the news that Kibum is coming back. Please Kevin, don't leave me."
"I won't hyung." And Kevin cried again. "I will never leave you, until you asked me too."
They stayed that way till the sun goes down.
***
Here I am, standing outside the NH Media building. Holding a piece of paper. I just left Xing.
I don't want to remember HIM anymore, I should go on with my life. JunHyung-hyung send me this paper and told me to try my luck here.
So, I opened the door towards my dream.
After more than thirty minutes, I have been asked to comeback. Because I'll be meeting my new members tomorrow.
So I came back. When I opened the door, a rushing hug came towards me. I tensed. It was the same feeling I have before, when I started at Xing.
"Hi! I'm Alexander Lee Eusebio. You can call me Xander." the owner of the hug smiled at me.
And then he introduced me to other members.
The big, and hansome guy was Eli Kim, which came from America like me, the next one was Shin Soo Hyun, who have a great smile, and attractive eyes, and the last one was Shin Dongho, the cute and small boy. Alexander, the jumpy one was the eldest. While Dongho is the maknae, because he's just 15 years old.
"I'm Kevin Woo. I'm 18 years old. I also came from America like Eli." I smiled towards them.
"You look familiar," Soo Hyun said." You're the maknae of Xing, right?"
Xing. I remembered HIM again. So much for moving on.
"Y-yeah"
"I knew it! "The timid boy began to shout "I'm a fan-hyung! Can I have your signature?" Dongho shyly said. I smiled at the boy, then nodded.
"I'm a big fan of KeMaru. By the way, where is Marumir-hyung?"
KeMaru. that was our name. I don't want to answer Dongho's question. It still hurts. So I get Dongho's paper, and signed it.
It seems that Dongho will ask another question 'bout Kibum, but Soo Hyun stops him. Maybe they saw the sadness that Marumir's name caused.
"Why don't we go out to buy lunch, since the last member isn't here yet?" Alexander suggested.
Be cause of his nature, I agreed to accompany him with Eli.
It's so nice having friends like them. We laugh while going to the restaurant. It's my first real laugh after He left.
We continued fooling around while returning to the practice room.
"The food is here!" Eli shouted.
"The new member is here!" Soo Hyun shouted back.
Alexander and I were busy teasing each other, so I didn't noticed the new member that easy. But when I look at him, his shoulders was seems to be familiar, I don't know why, but my heart beats wildly. The first time since HE was gone. And then he turned around to greet me and Alexander hyung..-no..it can't be..I accidentally dropped the plastic bag I'm holding which makes the other member to turn their heads to me. It was HIM.. The one man I love, the only man I wished to see again, the only man I want to be with. Kim Kibum.. He stared at me, with the same expression I have. Then I saw tears forming on his eyes. W-while muttering m-my name..
"K-Kevin?"
With that, I throw myself to him. Tears were falling from my eyes. The moment that I have been waiting for came. I don' care even I look like or acting like a child. What matter is, Kibum is here again. He's in front of me again, He's the one who is hugging me again. I heard Kibum-hyung sobbing in my shoulders. We stayed that way, until I feel that my members were crying too. Especially Xander-hyung and Dongho.
"Kevin..h-"Kibum-hyung's voice cracked."how are you?"
"I'm very much fine now, than before."
And Kibum smiled, and pulled me again for another hug.
****
"Kevin-ah! your phone is ringing!" Alexander said. It's been two weeks since Kibum-hyung and I met again. We stayed in the one dorm, along with other members. I was sitting on his lap, when I attempted to stand up, he pulled me back.
"I'm going to answer the phone Bummie-hyung"
"Aniyo!" Kibum whined and pouted.
I giggled, before planting a soft kiss on his lips, when nobody's looking. So, he let me go.
"Yoboseyo!"
-Kevin, it's me JunHyung.
I was shocked. Because of my happiness, I totally forgot JunHyung-hyung. I look at Kibum, who was tickling Dongho.
"H-hyung!" I tried to keep my voice calm, and cheerful, I walk out of the dorm, so that I can cry, if I will, without interruptions. I feel guilty.
-you promised me, that you'll never leave me right?
"ne..I-I know, hyung."
-Did you see Kibum already?
"ne-w-were on the same g-group"
There was silence on the other end. I thought JunHyung-hyung put the line dead already, so I was startled when he speak up.
-it's fine with me. As long as you're with me. And I know that you are. Right Kevin?
I don't want to lie. I want to tell him, that I wasn't . Ever since. My heart always belongs to Kibum-hyung. He knows that.
"O-Ok. hyung. I-I'll try to call you later.bye."
I turned the phone off without waiting for his reply. The more that JunHyung-hyung tells me 'bout our relationship, the more I'll be guilty.I cried hard. I love Kibum, but I don't want to hurt JunHyung-hyung. Then suddenly, I feel arms wrap to my body. It was Eli.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop." He said, while soothing my back. "But you need to choose between them Kevin."
***
That night, I packed my things, I decided that it would be best, if I leave the dorm. It's for the best. So I left the dorm with a heavy heart.
***
"Kevin" JunHyung said. "I've been waiting for you."
As I entered my house, the same feelings I have weeks ago, came back. SAD, ALONE, LONELY, PAIN, LONGING.
I smiled at JunHyung-hyung. "yeah.It's good to be back."
***
"Have you seen Kevin?" Kibum asked the other members.
"No. Did you check his room?" Soo Hyun replied.
"I already did."
"Kevin isn't here anymore Hyung" Eli said.
"What do you mean?"
"He left last night."
"Why you didn't tell me?!" Kibum grabbed Eli's collar.
"He left you for JunHyung-hyung." And Kibum let go of Eli.
"JunHyung.."And Kibum sobs.
***
"Kevin, it's time to eat."
"I don't want to eat hyung."
"Kevin, if you don't eat, you'll die."
-Much better. I thought. Be cause now that I found Kibum-hyung again, then I need to let him go, the other half of me died already.
JunHyung-hyung continued to knock the door, which I won't open of course. Because once he entered my room, he'll never stop talking about how much he loves me. I look myself in the mirror. My eyes were red and swollen. My lips, my lips were dry. Unlike a month ago, when I was with HIM. I smiled, and lie down. I'll be having a dreamless sleep.
***
I wake up when I felt someone hugging me. I opened my eyes, then I saw Kibum=hyung,'s crying face. I hug him back. Crying. After that, he lifted me up, so that I'll be sitting on his lap. I saw JunHyung-hyung smiling at us, before walking out of my room. I smiled at him. I know that he'll be happy for me.
***
"thank you for watching!"
We told the fans who were watching our performance.
When we're at backstage, Kibum-hyung pulled me for a kiss. Which I accept gratefully.
"Aish! get a room!" Eli said, disgust was written on his face.
Kibum-hyung and I burst out a peel of laughter.
We both look at Dongho who was there, watching us. Dongho smiled.
"Mommy Binnie, daddy Bummie." He said. I smile at the kid. I think Kibum smiled also at Dongho.
Which make the younger shout,
"KeMaru Daebak!" while going to Soo Hyun-hyung.
*END*
A/N: Adorable baby Dongho