this is my summer?
i'm done waiting around.... it doesn't work. so i'm getting it together...i'm not gonna wait around for people to call... because i will be dead before they do.. thats all i have been doing all summer...
i get scared because i care so much what people think and that i would be annoying them... and if people dont call me i assume they dont want me to call them...
but then i just sit here on nights like tonight when i know everyone is getting together to watch laguna beach....
and it sucks... but i can't feel sorry for myself...and i dont want to sit here anymore so i guess i just have to care less about whether or not i'm annoying someone... i don't know.
summer is half way over but i'm getting with it...
ps. getting ads for the yearbook is the most frustrating thing EVER... i don't do well with the rejection
oh... and i'm watching my neighbors pets while they are in colorado.. they have 2 cats, a lizard, and 3 fish... except now they only have 1 fish left... i feel sooo bad... the kids are crazy and i hope they don't get depressed because i may have accidentally killed their fish...I even started crying when the first one died, the second time not so much... but they never clean the tank and they don't have anything to get the dead fish out...so i don't know what to do...
i get scared because i care so much what people think and that i would be annoying them... and if people dont call me i assume they dont want me to call them...
but then i just sit here on nights like tonight when i know everyone is getting together to watch laguna beach....
and it sucks... but i can't feel sorry for myself...and i dont want to sit here anymore so i guess i just have to care less about whether or not i'm annoying someone... i don't know.
summer is half way over but i'm getting with it...
ps. getting ads for the yearbook is the most frustrating thing EVER... i don't do well with the rejection
oh... and i'm watching my neighbors pets while they are in colorado.. they have 2 cats, a lizard, and 3 fish... except now they only have 1 fish left... i feel sooo bad... the kids are crazy and i hope they don't get depressed because i may have accidentally killed their fish...I even started crying when the first one died, the second time not so much... but they never clean the tank and they don't have anything to get the dead fish out...so i don't know what to do...