The return of... Mad Matt!
So for all of you still out there this last year or so, surprise! I came back and intend to pay more attention to LJ once again. Myspace kind of blows anyways, I mean seriously it is all just a bunch of hoopla as far as I am concerned. It has its moments where it is nice, but LJ is just a different sort of cat. So if anyone happens to read this entry, please at least leave me a comment that you at least know I still exist or at least something of that sort.
In the last year I moved into a rental house with Stephanie and that was followed with two months of happiness and then 5 months and counting of arguments, break ups, make ups, a shady Valentine's weekend flight and a broken driver's window. Did I kind of lose anyone at the end there? I am sorry if I did, but if you have questions please comment and I will try my best to clear things up. Needless to say, I left everything behind for this girl who now chooses to leave me alone more than be with me. I left everything up in Minnesota and now here I am in Texas in a failing relationship where she does not even seem to want to try to fix things even though she tells me she loves me. That's pretty much it, just a year full of relationship stress for me honestly. I feel like I should return home since this all doesn't seem to be going anywhere but down in a blaze. I've done what I can do to try and save this relationship because I really do love her with all my heart, but things in a relationship have to be mutual and I just get the feeling that she doesn't care to put forth the effort needed in order to fix this relationship. So I am looking at colleges around home to try and possibly find one that I might want to transfer to and live near.
In the last year I moved into a rental house with Stephanie and that was followed with two months of happiness and then 5 months and counting of arguments, break ups, make ups, a shady Valentine's weekend flight and a broken driver's window. Did I kind of lose anyone at the end there? I am sorry if I did, but if you have questions please comment and I will try my best to clear things up. Needless to say, I left everything behind for this girl who now chooses to leave me alone more than be with me. I left everything up in Minnesota and now here I am in Texas in a failing relationship where she does not even seem to want to try to fix things even though she tells me she loves me. That's pretty much it, just a year full of relationship stress for me honestly. I feel like I should return home since this all doesn't seem to be going anywhere but down in a blaze. I've done what I can do to try and save this relationship because I really do love her with all my heart, but things in a relationship have to be mutual and I just get the feeling that she doesn't care to put forth the effort needed in order to fix this relationship. So I am looking at colleges around home to try and possibly find one that I might want to transfer to and live near.