well
well, its been quite some time.
many things have changed, some havent.
i'm back at home, but still smoking.
had a blinding night with my brother, but still not getting on with my parents.
i dunno why i decided to write i here again, perhaps its the fact that i can see things going downhill already, perhaps its because i cant understand people and am just realzing that i never will, or perhaps its the coke.
i dont know.
mebbe its all of them.
tbh i could do with being with soemone atm,
not cos im gonna do anything stupid, just i fell like im lacking in human contact.
just feeling that everything that i do is pre planned pre odered and pre packaged, why cant something random and impulsive just happen to me.
why cant i understand you being all over me one min and then ignoring me to the best of your ability the next.
.............. fuck it, im gonna smoke a fag then its bed time.
someone reply....
please.
xx
many things have changed, some havent.
i'm back at home, but still smoking.
had a blinding night with my brother, but still not getting on with my parents.
i dunno why i decided to write i here again, perhaps its the fact that i can see things going downhill already, perhaps its because i cant understand people and am just realzing that i never will, or perhaps its the coke.
i dont know.
mebbe its all of them.
tbh i could do with being with soemone atm,
not cos im gonna do anything stupid, just i fell like im lacking in human contact.
just feeling that everything that i do is pre planned pre odered and pre packaged, why cant something random and impulsive just happen to me.
why cant i understand you being all over me one min and then ignoring me to the best of your ability the next.
.............. fuck it, im gonna smoke a fag then its bed time.
someone reply....
please.
xx