Aug 30, 2004 13:11
It's unfortunate when something that starts out to be so good ends up not being what you thought it was.
Oh, and this is why it's common for me to have negative premonitions.
I am in a confused state of mind. I have to question everything that is being thrown at me because at this point, I can't tell the difference between lies and truth.
Also, this should not be affecting my friends. People only think about themselves. Nobody is understanding that this makes it even harder, when I tried not to make this about anyone else. It's all been done, and nobody can change what they did.