Hours pass through the glass of time as the river flows

Mar 07, 2005 20:02

The Gift of Fortitude

Nothing happens to any man which he is not formed by nature to bear~~Marcus Aurelius (121-80),Roman Emperor

The pain is wearing me down I have to admit. I've not had a day free from intense moderate to severe pain in my back since the needle biopsy. I mentioned the pain last time I was in my oncologists office and he told me more than likely a nerve was cut or a hole was like poked in it. It supposed to repair itself but may time sometime to do so. Dang I am so like ready for it to start you know what I mean? I take pain med's for it when its really bad but it really doesn't last that long :( Its becoming harder to sit down and even sometimes certain ways I lay down. I do hope the train ride sleeping in that berth won't be too terribly uncomfortable. If this persists or even worsens after I get back from my little adventure I am going to ask to see a nuerologist. I can take a lot of pain, have done so for a long time now, but this is really beginning to tax me. What I wouldn't give for one pain free day even an hour *sighs* Sorry guys but this is beginning to chip away at me you know and I just needed to crank and crab about it.

3 more days and I get to take the train for some fun :D Look out wisteria I is a comin LOL LOL ;D Oh yeah calming I packed my kitty cat stocking cap that you sent me just in case we go to the Mt. Hood area :D

*hugs*

Char :D
Up